CONFESSION
Tuesday, September 7, 2010 @ 4:52 PM

I hate distance.

It really sucks how you can't touch, feel or even see someone that lives hundreds of miles away. I see people at school hugging and kissing each other in the hall ways just about everyday. And the only thing that comes into my mind is, I wish I had someone I could hug. But not just anyone. Someone I love. That's the only way I'll ever get those butterflies in my stomach. Only way I'll get that warm feeling inside my heart.

It's not that I'm jealous of people with boyfriends they can actually see everyday. I don't care about that. I'm perfectly fine with my lovable boyfriend who lives a thousand miles away from me. I sometimes wish I had someone I could spend everyday with, in the comfort of my own house or his, hugging, cuddling, watching movies together, talking, eating, kissing, laughing and even crying together. Someone to go to the mall with holding hands or the park to just walk around. I want to get butterflies and blush uncontrollably by just looking in his eyes.

Don't get me wrong, just because I've listed all these things that my boyfriend cannot do at the moment, doesn't mean I don't love him or I'm looking for someone. That's the exact opposite of what I'm thinking. I cannot picture myself being with anyone else but him. He's everything I want and more. He's perfect.

I just wish he was here.