@ 7:59 PM

"Everyone wants to be seen.. and heard."

@ 3:46 AM

My goal in life is to get into LOOKBOOK.nu.
Sounds ridiculous but it looks pretty cool.

I should be sleeping
@ 3:29 AM

But I'm not. It's 3:30 AM and I don't feel like sleeping. I might as well blog, since I'm not going to be on a lot anyways so I should post as much as I can when I am on.

There's nothing to blog about anymore. I'm not sad, I'm happy. I tend to really speak out when I am upset, not when I am happy.

I have one person that keeps me happy. Alan.

Without him, I probably would still be feeling 'nothing' right now. Blank. Not upset or glad.

I feel like the friendships I once had with a lot of people are fading away. We're drifting apart. I don't like it when people walk out of my life but I can't help it. Time changes things. I don't like change but it's a part of damn life.

I've lost a lot of close e-friends. Sure, we text sometimes, but we don't talk as much as we used to, and it's mostly my fault for not getting on often.

I don't get on the computer because, 1. It bores me. I used to think it was the best thing in the entire universe but it's not. 2. Too lazy. Plus it's a huge waste of time, cause all I do is just sit there, staring at the damn screen, bored to death. 3. I don't feel the need to get on. I used to get on to talk to people but I have my phone now. Texting > Computer.

Oh. And Alan, thanks for falling asleep on me. LOL.

@ 2:03 AM

I could pretend to not give a damn, but the truth is that I really do, and I hate it. I’m aware of the fact that these thoughts are doing me no good, but why is it so hard for me to refrain? I need to stop complicating things.

@ 1:10 AM


Please don't ask, I was bored.
Was testing out my dad's new webcam. Quality sucks dick.

"You fall in love so fast."
Sunday, May 30, 2010 @ 10:11 PM

Actually, no I don't. I'm not totally IN LOOOOVE yet. I mean, it's only been like what, 3 weeks? Not even a month. Real 'love' doesn't happen in an instant. Not for me anyway.

My definition of falling in love is, addiction. Total obsession. Not stalker-like obsession but love-like obsession with another person. I have to feel like I absolutely cannot live without that person. That's my version of true love.

I say, "I love you", because I really do love him. Just don't mistake me for one of those dumb ass kids that think they're 'in love' the first fucking month they date.

@ 10:07 PM

3336.) You’re too good with words for me to even begin on what I want to say to you. You’ll turn your mistakes around, and subtly blame them on me. You’re charming - so I fall for it. You’re mentally exhausting. The ONLY reason I’ve forgiven you in the past is because I wanted you in my life - even after all the times you’ve screwed me over. I still want you, even now. But this is where it has to end. And hopefully you’ll realize what you’re missing. But I highly doubt it.

(via Blog Confession)

@ 10:06 PM

"I stand in this parking lot, realizing that I've never been this far from home, and here is this girl I love and cannot follow. I hope this is the hero's errand, because not following her is the hardest thing I've ever done."
- Paper Towns by John Green

@ 9:57 PM

I fall easily for people that fall for me.

@ 9:55 PM

I hope you're not disappointed in me or anything. I want to keep being friends. I don't want to lose you again, because when you don't talk to me, I actually miss you.

@ 9:54 PM

I know I just met you, but there is something about you…I think you’re the reason I’m happy again.

Wtf are you supposed to do
@ 9:21 PM

When your boyfriend or girlfriend tells you that someone tried to flirt with them?

Are you supposed to cry or laugh it off?

I don't want to be aggressive about it, or passive. But I don't want to just leave it alone because that'll just seem like nothing's wrong.

@ 7:33 PM

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I love you. Please don't change.

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@ 12:58 PM

I hate SNSD but I love their song Run Devil Run. Best song by them IMO.

@ 9:28 AM

"If you're in love, put your hands up." /Hand raised.

@ 8:30 AM

I love it when I go on someone's blog and they posted like a shit load. I like reading other people's blogs. I like browsing through pictures.

@ 8:29 AM

Just finished Paper Towns. Another great masterpiece written by John Green. I adore his writing.

@ 8:23 AM



Across The Universe - The Beatles

@ 8:22 AM

Saturday, May 29, 2010 @ 7:37 PM

"Whenever I eat a GoFast bar, I'm always like, 'So this is what blood tastes like to mosquitoes.'"

@ 11:50 AM



♥_♥ RAIN.

Facts
@ 11:20 AM

- I'm lazy as fuck. My life would be so much better if I weren't lazy.
- I eat a lot. I can eat over 2,000 calories at one sitting. < Fat ass
- I basically live to eat.
- I procrastinate way too much.
- I find so many flaws in myself I want to change so bad.
- I think I'm the ugliest thing on Earth.
- My phone is a part of me. It's with me wherever I go.
- I don't like showing off. I don't like conceited people.
- I make too many sarcastic comments and compliments.
- I think too much about doing something and end up never doing it.
- I think racist jokes are funny.
- I'm really stubborn, but during an argument, I lose on purpose to avoid conflict.
- I'm pretty much a peace maker. I hate fighting.
- I think violence is awkward.
- I get inspired easily.
- I over react. When I'm sad, I act more sad than I really am.
- I like writing, obviously.
- I'm careless, but I try to care.
- I don't say most things to spare other peoples' feelings. Unless I don't like you.
- I love talking, I love listening. I love good conversations.
- I would die without music. Literally.
- I don't like admitting my faults. But then again, who does?
- I have THE most peculiar dreams ever.
- I hate whores.
- I don't know how I live with my family. My sister hates me, she's a snitch. She tells my parents every fucking thing I do. My parents think I'm the worst kid on Earth and have trust issues.
- My dreams are big.
- I weigh myself everyday.
- I know a lot more about nutrition and dieting than a normal teen should know.
- I love love.
- I listen to one song for hours on end, until I get sick of it.
- I act like I'm dumb as fuck.
- I cannot stand people who lie and cheat.
- I am easily influenced.
- According to Google, I used to have an eating disorder. I ate a little and exercised excessively. I don't do that shit anymore, obviously.
- I giggle a lot.
- I'm weird, because I want to be different.
- I hate Ms.Conner. I don't care if she reads this or not. I really hate her. Thank lawwwd there's only like a week of school left. I cannot stand her.
- I'm easy going. I guess.
- Apparently I'm 'funny'. But I don't think I am. I'm just peculiar.
- I like to spend.
- I'm never sure/certain of anything.
- I think cheesy things are really cute.
- I am indecisive. It takes me FOREVER to pick out a dress, or pick out candy at a candy store. It's better when people pick out something for me.
- I try to look at all sides of something before making a decision. Which is why I'm so god damn indecisive. Ex) "This dress has flowers on it, but this dress looks more comfortable. But this one's more pretty, and the comfortable one looks a bit eh..but comfort > beauty.." and ETC.
- I waste time.
- I listen to a little of everything.
- Alan makes me happy.

@ 11:17 AM

"Just like that. From a hundred miles an hour to asleep in a nanosecond. I wanted so badly to lie down next to her on the couch, to wrap my arms around her and sleep. Not fuck, like in those movies. Not even have sex. Just sleep together, in the most innocent sense of the phrase. But I lacked the courage and she had a boyfriend and I was gawky and she was gorgeous and I was hopelessly boring and she was endlessly fascinating. So I walked back to my room and collapsed on the bottom bunk, thinking that if people were rain, I was drizzle and she was a hurricane."

- Looking for Alaska by John Green

@ 11:14 AM

Alaska: "Jesus, I’m not going to be one of those people who sits around talking about what they’re gonna do. I’m just going to do it. Imagining the future is a kind of nostalgia. ... You spend your whole life stuck in the labyrinth, thinking about how you’ll escape it one day, and how awesome it will be, and imagining that future keeps you going, but you never do it. You just use the future to escape the present."

The Colonel: "I mean, it’s stupid to miss someone you didn’t even get along with. But I don’t know, it was nice, you know, having someone you could always fight with."

@ 11:10 AM

Dory: No. No, you can't... STOP. Please don't go away. Please? No one's ever stuck with me for so long before. And if you leave... if you leave... I just, I remember things better with you. I do, look. P. Sherman, forty-two... forty-two... I remember it, I do. It's there, I know it is, because when I look at you, I can feel it. And-and I look at you, and I... and I'm home. Please... I don't want that to go away. I don't want to forget.

(via Finding Nemo)

@ 11:04 AM



It's always better when we're together.

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@ 10:59 AM

Jsyk, I delete people that don't text me regularly, unless they don't have texting, which I find kind of odd.

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@ 10:54 AM

Nobody ever gets tired of loving. But everyone gets tired of waiting, assuming, and hurting.

@ 10:53 AM

Friday, May 28, 2010 @ 7:21 PM

"I want to see your face and know I made it home."

@ 8:48 AM

"It's always better when we're together."

I read.
Wednesday, May 26, 2010 @ 10:35 PM

I officially claim 'Looking For Alaska' the best book ever.
Read it in a day. Holy fuck, I actually read a damn book.

Time for blogging?
@ 10:32 PM

I don't have much time. Well on the computer anyway. And phone blogging fails. Sorry for not updating much.

@ 10:32 PM

He makes me so happy.

@ 12:47 PM



There are mistakes in the translation, so it might sound a bit odd.

Soul m8
Monday, May 24, 2010 @ 10:14 PM

They say that everyone has a soul mate, someone who was made just for them. Most people won’t find that person until later in life. True, most teenage relationships fail at one point, but sometimes they don’t. I often wonder what happens if something tragic happens your partner before you meet them. Do you get another partner? Or do you have to spend the rest of your life alone?

@ 10:13 PM

@ 10:04 PM

3217.) You broke up with me at the beginning of September because of the distance. I refused to talk to you. So I slept around to fill the empty void you left. I realized I was missing you and that’s why I was being a slut. In mid October when I came back to you, you told me distance doesn’t make or break love. I took that to heart, I believed in that, I believed in you. I came to visit you and your new city, I forked out $400 I didn’t have because you claimed for us to work, I had to visit. I didn’t want to have sex with you because I had been using sex to replace you, but you told me it’s a way to prove I love you. So I had a lot of sex with you. After that we were official in mid November. Two weeks later, you broke up with me because of the distance as well as claiming you had never loved me since you first dumped me. You used me. You lied. You called me a whore, a slut. You destroyed me. The worst part is that I can’t even hate you. In fact I still have so much faith in you. Too bad you loved Kimberlea all along. I wish I could hate you. I wish I could.

(via Blog Confession)

@ 10:02 PM

I hope I'm falling in love with you.

@ 10:00 PM

You carry your heavy heart with such grace

@ 7:42 PM

- myumyu! says:
*all these models are hella flat chested
*have you noticed? LOL.
ALAN says:
*yes
*1st thing
- myumyu! says:
*wow nice
ALAN says:
*nojk
- myumyu! says:
*LOL.
ALAN says:
*LOL

@ 7:11 PM

@ 7:10 PM


^ HEHEHE.

@ 12:19 PM

I want it to stay like this forever.

Sunday, May 23, 2010 @ 5:53 PM


^ Why do things like this make me fucking laugh my ass off.

@ 5:51 PM

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@ 5:46 PM

Can you help me remember how to smile?
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile?

@ 5:46 PM

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@ 5:41 PM

When I ask you how you are doing, it's cause I honestly want to know.
So if you're having a bad day or something, please tell me.
I'm all ears.

@ 5:40 PM


^ I still play this shit. Nintendo 64 plz.

@ 5:37 PM

'Cause I'm a broken record that keeps on skipping back.

I want
@ 5:35 PM

to fall in love.
Real bad.
Like, "head over heels" type of love.
I wonder what it feels like.

@ 5:34 PM

Boy, you're lost in love.
You're too young to feel this empty.
Let go.
Stop dreaming of reaching the impossible.

@ 1:59 AM

It's 2 am. I hear birds chirping outside my window.

Thursday, May 20, 2010 @ 5:46 PM

@ 5:42 PM

I really wish I knew who you were talking to and what you were doing. I'm not going paranoid. I'm not insecure. I just wish I knew.

@ 5:40 PM

3150.) Even though I love you, I think about him every single day.

3102.) It’s not really you that I miss, it’s the time we spent together.

3135.) Even though I don’t act like it, and you’ve already moved on and obviously don’t give a shit about me anymore, I still feel like I’m in love with you.

3127.) You are such a lying asshole. Why do I want you back?

(via Blog Confession)

@ 5:40 PM

"Whenever you talk to her, I freak out. Because she knows you better than I do. You hold her hand like it’s nothing, but you’re with me. And it really hurts. It kills me inside knowing that she’s the one for you, and you’re the one for me. And just knowing that you’ve cheated on me before only makes it worse. You’re killing me and you don’t even realize it."

I feel like I'm disappearing
@ 5:00 PM

I feel invisible. I feel as if no one wants to talk to me. No one wants to spend time with me, or no one has the desire to waste time on me. I'm not getting ignored or anything. I'm talking to everyone, maybe even more people than I used to. Why do I feel like this? I don't know. Do I want more attention? No. At least, I don't think I do.

This feeling has been here for weeks now. At first I thought it would go away in a few days. But it's still here, and I want it to go away. I don't like feeling like this. I have no idea why I even feel 'invisible', I never felt like this before and I have no reason to feel like this now.

Hopefully, this isn't some sign of depression. I don't want to be depressed. I absolutely hate everything that has to do with depression. Depressing people, depressing songs, depressing movies, etc. I don't want to become someone I dislike.

Maybe I need to go out more. Yeah, that's probably why I feel this way. Because I'm always inside on the computer, or watching TV. It's always so boring. It's not that I want to stay inside. I want to go out as much as possible. I want to go out every chance I get. But I can't. I'm not going to blame all this on my parents because I did this to myself, but they don't trust me enough to go out, even with adult supervision. What the fuck.

I feel like my self-esteem has hit rock bottom. I don't feel proud of who I am anymore, and I don't feel like I'm a 'big enough person' to stand up for myself. That doesn't mean I stay quiet and take all the bull shit I get from bitches though. I do speak up, but I don't feel as, strong as I used to? I feel small.

@ 5:00 PM

@ 4:59 PM

Lately, I’ve been feeling tired and uninspired.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010 @ 6:29 PM

Don't blink, they won't even miss you at all.

Touchin' On My
@ 6:21 PM

Show me yours and I'll show you mine. Don't you worry, you're true fine. We got one thing on our minds and we got plenty of time.

If you wanna f- me I won't say no. T-t-touchin' on my, while I'm touchin' on your. You know that we're gonna ___, cause I don't give a ____.

I know you want me, want me, want me now.

@ 6:20 PM

Tuesday, May 18, 2010 @ 9:01 PM

EMPTY WORDS
Don't mean shit.

Guys and girls
@ 8:49 PM

They're so different. I hate how guys are. They can always forget but never forgive. They always pick at the smallest things to start a fight. They forget anniversaries. They forget birthdays. They forget everything. They can't forgive small mistakes. They always bring them up during a fight so they'll have an advantage.

Girls, always forgive. Guys cheat, girls always take them back, give them another chance. They lie, we forgive them, hoping they would never do it again. They say empty words, girls still keep them because they hope that one day, they'll mean what they say. They give girls false hope, we still believe and fall for their shit.

I wish it was the other way around. Just for a fucking day. I want guys to fucking realize how it feels to be a damn girl, not being able to forget even the most horrible memories about a guy. But being able to forgive them no matter what they do, because we love them.

@ 6:48 PM

and it’s terribly sad to see something that was once so beautiful end.

@ 6:42 PM

How do you live so happily while I am sad and broken down

@ 11:44 AM

Yeah, I want it, but no, I don't need it.

Turn-ons/Good boyfriend characteristics
Monday, May 17, 2010 @ 6:59 PM

Okay, so me and Amy were bored, LOL and we decided to make a list. Hehe.

- αмy ℓ. ♪` ♥ says:
*oh
*singing / dancing
*any hidden talent
*earns them super bonus points
*LOl
- myumyu! says:
*def. :/
*like
*drumming skillz
- αмy ℓ. ♪` ♥ says:
*fucking god
- myumyu! says:
*or knows how to play guitar super well
- αмy ℓ. ♪` ♥ says:
*drummers are so hot .
*LOL
- myumyu! says:
*bleh
- Good sense of humor
- Be there for me when I can't be there for myself
- Be caring
- Get along with family
- Sweet to an extent
"likei dont want a fucking pushover boypran youknow? or a playaplaya is so sweet tht he comes off as a sweettalkerish like idk." - Amy, LOL.
- Cannot be 'touchy touchy'
- Has to smell good
- Has to be cute. Does not have to be 'THE cutest boy in the world'
- Does not have trust issues
- Willing to share problems and listen to mine
- Loves me for who I am
- 'doesnt make me choose between him my family or other people i love' -Amy
- Good grades and thoughtful
- CANNOT BE A CONTROLLING DICK FACE.
- Make an effort to talk to me and start conversations but not suffocate me
- Nice style, in clothes and shit like that
- Good grammar is definitely a turn on
- Smart, intelligent but not a fucking show off
- He has to love me, the right way
- *HE CANT BE A FACKING
*HORNDOG.
- myumyu! says:
*LOL
- αмy ℓ. ♪` ♥ says:
*srsly keep yo hands to urself k
- Taller than me
- Gives nice, warm hugs
- Doesn't say empty words to give me false hope
- Must never talk to me about other girls, DO I SERIOUSLY LOOK LIKE I GIVE A FUCK?
- Someone who'll chase after me even after I ask to break up just to scare him
-- myumyu! says:
*i wantsomeone who will chase after me after a break up though
*not like a stalker
*but like, i miss you so much
- Must definitely be worth all my time
- Nice hair, oh God
- Cute personality, someone who makes me giggle
- Makes me feel special about myself
- Can express feelings well and thoroughly
- I think smoking is a turn on, unless it gets outta hand like a pack a day.
- Real people/down-to-earth
- Nice, kind, gentle. Turn offs are aggressiveness and rude.
- Cute ways of expressing their love
- Apologizes with not just 'Sorry'.

- αмy ℓ. ♪` ♥ says:
*love how the list is everything i said
*<33333
- myumyu! says:
*yeah you took the words right outta my hand
- αмy ℓ. ♪` ♥ says:
*LOL
*HAND
*HAHA
*WTF?
- myumyu! says:
*cause we're typing
*yeah
*LOL

@ 11:55 AM

@ 11:44 AM

Memories.
@ 11:29 AM

It's strange..this human mind/brain. It some how keeps a hold of all the memories that hurt the most. Memories of people that you want to forget. And it loses pieces of beautiful, wonderful memories that you would want to cherish forever, leaving only bits of a blurry picture behind.

@ 11:26 AM

And don't you dare say that we can just be friends, I'm not some girl that you can sway.

/blank
@ 11:20 AM

Sometimes, I feel like I'm getting swallowed up by all of my thoughts, slowly disappearing. I think way too much, about stupid shit, wasting my fucking time, only to end up hurting myself. Maybe I just need to stop. No one likes someone with a bunch of shit on their minds all the time. No one likes to think deep these days.

I seriously need to get over the past. I feel as if I'm killing myself each time I think about it, but I can never stop. I'm building this fantasy world in my head. Something that will never happen, because I'm dreaming of reaching the impossible.

@ 11:09 AM

3076.) I love him more than anything. He loves her. We had a relationship that could top anyone else’s but it’s over now. And I’ve been trying to get him back, but I know things will never be the same ever again.

3090.) I’m sick of being the second girl. The girl on the side. The girl boys want to cheat with. The girl they want to fuck, but not date. The girl girlfriends hate. The girl everyone likes, but no one is in love with. All I want is for one person to see more than just the funny, outgoing, outspoken girl. Just one. One that will actually try.

3089.) Face it, I was the best you ever fucking had.

3069.) I wish I could put you back together like a shattered vase. I could always see the potential for beauty in you, even as you pushed me away. I wish you could have told me all your secrets and held me close to your heart, then maybe, just maybe, you wouldn’t be as sad as you are now.

3068.) I think I still love you, if that’s even what it was. I think I’m fine and then you walk into the room and all of my progress disappears and I can’t stop looking over at you. But now you’re with someone else and seem happy with them. And you shut me out for a while and then I finally break through and get you to talk to me, at least for a while and then you leave again. You tell me that you’re unhappy with them and then I get this small sliver of hope that I know I shouldn’t. And even if you were to break up with them, I doubt that you’d come back to me with the way I hurt you. I’m just so undecided as to if I love you still or if I simply like you as a friend. I wish everything was simple like it used to be before I went and messed everything up.

3057.) We used to stay up and talk late into the morning. You would tell me about how you feel about me and I would do the same. We could just talk about anything and you would notice what we have in common. Too bad you won’t even give me the time of day now. Do you want a relationship or do you just want a hookup?

3053.) You promised. But now I think I’ll stop expecting because I know too much expectation always leads to disappointment.

I seriously need to stop fucking reading these.. God.

(via Blog Confession)

Home, sick and sore as hell.
@ 10:57 AM

What the fuck is this. Am I the only one that feels this sore after Saturday? God.
I also have a cold. Yay! I feel like total shit today. Lost my appetite too. I finally have a lot of GOOD FOOD at home, and I don't even feel like looking at it. Fml.

@ 10:56 AM

...Fuck.
Sunday, May 16, 2010 @ 1:09 AM

K, so I just got home. 1am, tired as shit.
I have a million bruises all over my body.
I sweated like I've never fucking sweated before.
Had a SHIT LOAD of body contact with random people.
Almost died.
Craaaaaaaaaaaaazy shit.

..Today was fucking amazing.

Saturday, May 15, 2010 @ 2:19 PM

@ 2:10 PM


^ This actually fucking works, creepy as shit.

A Day To Remember
@ 10:53 AM



Hopefully today will be a good day.

16176.) My grandparents are 64 and 67.
@ 10:50 AM

My grandpa is in a wheelchair. Every day after dinner, my grandma pushes him outside, on the front porch, and they sit together looking at the dusky sky. They sit there quietly until the stars come out, and then she wheels him back in. She’s so devoted to him and he is to her. They’ve been together for around 40 years, and he looks at her like she’s still the most beautiful girl he’s ever seen. It breaks my heart. Because that’s really what I’m looking for—the kind of love that never dies with age, or with distance. I’m scared I will never find that kind of love.

@ 10:44 AM

16248.) My secret is that .. I told people I already moved on and I’m okay that you replaced me with someone who cannot even compete with what I am and what I have. But the truth is, every single waking moment I try to touch the side of the bed you once laid in. And every night before I go to bed, I’d spent countless hours crying in the bathroom. And yet, people believe that I’m okay.

16231.) You’re at a movie with her right now. Please, don’t kiss her.

16204.) I have a crush on an ex girlfriend who’s always in trouble with the law, I love a girl that lives 2000 miles away and I’ve never actually met, and I live with the best girlfriend someone could ask for. I’ve never wanted out of a relationship so bad.

(via Blog Secret)

@ 10:41 AM

"I sometimes wish Peter Pan would take me off to Neverland because I am only fourteen and I feel that I am growing up too fast"

@ 10:33 AM

Sometimes when I say “I’m ok,” I just want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight, and say, “I know you’re not.”

I didn’t even like that song until I heard you sing it. Now every time I hear it, I think of you and that perfect moment I will never get back.
It’s not even a good song dammit.

(via ofateenagedramaqueen)

@ 10:30 AM

3048.) I know in the back of my mind that life would be so much easier if I never talked to you again. If I shut you out of my life and moved on, I could finally get over you. But you’re the only thing that makes me happy, whether it’s right or wrong, and I don’t have the strength to give up on that.

3015.) Everyday I see you in the hallways, I think of all the good times we had. I hate passing you by like you’re a stranger in a crowd. It truly breaks me to pieces.

(via Blog Confession)

@ 10:12 AM

Friday, May 14, 2010 @ 10:00 PM

- alanalan! says:
*Alan Sun Liang
*LOL
- myumyu! says:
*..
*LOlew
- alanalan! says:
*Alan Moon Liang
- myumyu! says:
*LOL
- alanalan! says:
*Myung Sun Cha
*HEHEHEHE.
- myumyu! says:
*yes/
- alanalan! says:
*C:
- myumyu! says:
*perfect.
*LOL
- alanalan! says:
*no
*i hate moon





- alanalan! says:
*no not really
*:(
*my internet died
*but i'm on msn
*LOL
- myumyu! says:
*LOL
*wtf
*O_O
- alanalan! says:
*idk
- myumyu! says:
*that's strange.
- alanalan! says:
*o-o
*yep
- myumyu! says:
*power of love.
*<3
- alanalan! says:
*LOL
- myumyu! says:
*LOL.
- alanalan! says:
*<3
*:)
*srs
*can't
*browse
- myumyu! says:
*that's so weird.
*O_O
- alanalan! says:
*can only
*MSN YOU
*OMG
- myumyu! says:
*LOL

@ 7:19 PM

neverbeenhappier:

I changed my mind and I decided not to transform this photo into a typography. It would only ruin the true subtle beauty of this photo. Too much emotion that even me, myself, fail to put into words.

We all have these moments, and that’s what makes this photo very special.

@ 7:18 PM

Forever & Always (Piano ver.)
@ 7:06 PM



I think every girl has felt like this at least once in their life.

Once upon a time
I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye
And we caught onto something
I hold onto the night
You looked me in the eye and told me you loved me
Were you just kidding cause it seems to me
This thing is breaking down, we almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby, what happened, please tell me
Cause one second it was perfect
Now you're half way out the door

And I stare at the phone
He still hasn't called
And then you feel so low
You can't feel nothing at all
And you flashback to
When he said forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here
And it rains when you're gone
I was there when you said forever and always

Was I out of line?
Did I say something way too honest?
Made you run and hide like a scared little boy
I looked into your eyes
Thought I knew for a minute now I'm not so sure
So here's to everything coming down to nothing
Here's to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going?
Thought I knew for a minute but I don't anymore

You didn't mean it baby
I don't think so, oh oh oh
Back up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?
Back up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?

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@ 7:01 PM

Don't judge people who blog over the internet
@ 6:59 PM

You don’t know half of what they’re going through. You don’t know who they are. You only know what they have to say.

@ 6:53 PM

Cute things that make me smile.
Thursday, May 13, 2010 @ 10:39 PM

@ 5:51 PM

(519): and then she said I drew a line on her forehead with my cum and whispered "Simba"

(919):so I was just driving high and I stopped to let a pinecone cross the road because I thought it was a hedgehog.

(812):My girlfriend went down on me and as she did she hummed the theme from star wars and pretended my dick was a lightsaber...I'm buying the engagement ring tomorrow

(410):can you sing with all the voices of the mountain? can you paint with al the colors of the windddd
(443):wasted?
(410):im pocohantasssss

(512):i just sat at a stop sign for 10 minutes waiting for it to turn green. i need to STOP SMOKING THIS SHIT.

(215):My mom just walked in on me and my girlfriend about to have sex. All she said was "You're lookin like a fool with your pants on the ground.."

(850):Are they still out there making out on the couch? How can we get them to leave?
(850):I 'm gonna go stand naked in the kitchen with a knife

LOL, holy fuck.

(via Texts From Last Night)

@ 5:49 PM

"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect, you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together, but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break. So don't change her, don't analyze, and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there."

- Bob Marley

Eenie Meenie (Female ver.) Girls' reply.
@ 5:41 PM



"Don't go judging, I can decide. I keep on looking for who is right."
"I am not the type to love them and leave them; what do you take me for?"
"I don't pick them out like, eenie meenie miney mo, that's the one I know, for sure."

"Online dating is stupid."
@ 4:37 PM

It might seem stupid, because most people believe that love is only possible through physical contact, which is definitely not true, in my perspective. Love is possible in many different ways, even without touching.

Sure, you might never have a chance with the person you meet through the internet, in real life, but that doesn't mean you can't fall in love with them. The chance that you'll be with the person you're with online, literally forever, as in until death, is extremely low. But point still stands that it is possible to actually feel something with another person, virtually.

I believe that communication is the most important thing in the world. Good conversations lead to 'love', not physical contact.

Online dating is not stupid. It isn't a waste of time. It's a great experience, without heavy risks and pressures, like sex and shit.

I heard a lot of bull shit from my 'peers' /cough, about online dating.

"People who online date are just insecure."
"They're going to be inexperienced when they finally get a bf/gf irl."
"They're losers who don't have a chance with anyone in real life."

Yeah, those might be true, but not all the time. A person doesn't have to be insecure about themselves to have an online relationship. Maybe they don't find anyone good enough around them, and that's not just another excuse. People want the 'perfect guy' or 'perfect girl'. Maybe they just don't see anyone that fits their standards and expectations in their school, or wherever. I think people that are experienced with online dating have just as much experience and 'skill' as people who date in real life. Online dating isn't much different, beside the fact that you can't see each other and touch each other everyday. Online daters communicate through the phone, texting, instant messengers, just like people who date irl. Communication is most important.

I strongly disagree with the third statement. "They're losers who don't have a chance with anyone in real life." Like I mentioned above, maybe they just don't see anyone right for them. Maybe Mr.Right, or Ms.Right is online, thousands of miles away.

People look down on people who take online relationships seriously. All they know is that it's 'lame' because it's just different. What they do not know, however, is that it takes just as much effort and commitment to keep an online relationship strong.

Don't judge people because they online date. That's stupid.

Love =/= Feeling?
@ 4:32 PM

Love is
a choice.
Not a feeling.

Society mistakes love as a feeling these days.
Love is a choice. You don't leave someone cause you don't 'feel' enough love for them to stay. It's your choice to stop loving them, because you found flaws that you do not like, or you've found someone new. It is your decision to love someone or something. It is not a feeling.
/learned in science class.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010 @ 4:46 PM

Yes, it is possible to miss someone you have never met before.

@ 4:46 PM

Lost Then Found
@ 4:32 PM



Why do we say things we can’t take back? And why do we miss what we never had?

Dear You,
@ 3:55 PM

Don't give up on who you love. Lol. You've probably tried many times to replace her by dating other girls but they were no match compared to that one special girl who stole your heart. It's not your fault. No one chooses who to fall in love with, it just happens. You can't force them to love you either. Just wait. Time will tell everything? In the end, you'll know if she was worth the wait.

Bleh.

@ 3:54 PM

I don’t think having a boyfriend or girlfriend completes you, or is the only thing that can make you happy. Sure, they’ll make you smile till your jaw aches, laugh until you cry, but I’ve always believed that you have to be happy on your own before you can be happy with someone else.

@ 3:47 PM

2970.) I fell in love for the first time. With someone who lives thousands of miles away from me. I’m afraid to lose something that I don’t even physically have. And it kills me. It kills us, the frustration that builds up from not seeing each other, not holding each other, not feeling the warmth of each others hearts. It’s tearing us apart. As if the world is crumbling beneath my feet.

2987.)Since the moment I saw you, I’ve been hooked. We didn’t even speak, but the connection was so strong. I want it back. I want you back. I want you to want me back. I want you to love me like I love you.

2985.) They have a relationship that is so much worse than ours was. I can’t believe they’re still together and we’re not.

2951.) When you lied to me, you completely broke the trust I had in you. I wish you could have just told me the truth from the beginning.

(via Blog Confession)

@ 3:46 PM

You were my first love and you broke my heart.

@ 3:45 PM

"You like her, you’ve always liked her. You just thought you liked me, but really, you liked her. It hurts to know that I was just a diversion to your true feelings for her because you could not own up to it, knowing you’d prove everybody right and she loved him. I’m not hurt, I’m really not. But I do miss you. I miss you!"

To be honest
@ 3:40 PM

I don't post everything that's on my mind.
I'm afraid.

There is so much SHIT I want to say.
But I know that it'll only make things worse.

@ 3:38 PM

Fuck me.
Fuck you.

Good friends?
Tuesday, May 11, 2010 @ 8:49 PM

I don't think so, dear.
We used to be good friends. We used to be close.
You're right, everything's changed.

I don't usually blame people but this is mostly your fault.
I have tried talking to you. I have tried getting close. I felt that I needed to take action, quick, before we got too distant. But guess what. We both needed to try.

'We used to tell each other everything, what happened?'
You put me aside from your life. That's what happened. You totally blocked me from everything you were going through. You come back to me when you have problems. Or whenever you feel like it. Did you seriously think I was going to always be here for you?
No way Jose.

I don't know what's going on with you. You told me you're depressed but I don't think that's a good enough reason to ignore me.

People change, I know. I used to think you were worry-free, and always happy.
Now I know that you have so many problems. Girls, and God knows what else. I prefer simple people in my life. I don't want anymore shit to deal with. I have enough of my own.

'Maybe we should just stop being friends..'
If you want that, then fine. Like I said, it's not like we talk much anyways.
Friends talk a lot. Best friends are always there for each other.
You have been missing out a lot, darling. You reply to my texts every 4~6 hours. We never talk on MSN. You don't call.

Yeah, we're very good friends.

@ 8:44 PM

Get the fuck over it
and move the fuck on.

Stop wanting something you're never going to get.

@ 8:44 PM

@ 8:42 PM

God,
What is taking you so long!?

@ 8:38 PM

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@ 8:34 PM

Don’t you hate it when people make a joke about you, about something that you are actually incredibly insecure about. And they don’t realize it, but every laugh feels like a stab in your chest, because it hurts so much and brings up memories you’d rather forget. But you can’t say anything, because then people would know your weaknesses. They’d know how insecure you really are. So instead you just laugh it off, and hide the pain you feel inside.

SLUT
@ 8:32 PM

Get the fuck off of other boys if you have a boyfriend.

What the hell are you thinking?

@ 8:32 PM