@ 1:46 PM

This love was accidental so, give it up. This was never meant to be more than a memory for you.

Don't Forget
@ 11:22 AM

Did you forget that I was even alive? Did you forget everything you ever had? Did you forget, did you forget, about me? Did you regret ever standing by my side? Did you forget what we were feeling inside? Now I'm left, to forget, about us.

But somewhere we went wrong, we were once so strong. Our love is like a song, you can't forget it.

So now I guess this is where we have to stand. Did you regret ever holding my hand? Never again, please don't forget, don't forget.

We had it all, we were just about to fall even more in love, than we were before. I won't forget, I won't forget about us.

@ 9:24 AM

"It's the simple things you do that really hurt my feelings."

@ 12:36 AM

H: Because your head is too full of lovey dovey shit and you're trying to fill something that isn't meant to be filled right now. Just wait.
M: Yeah, you're right. I'm letting this shit go to my head. I'm losing myself. I should be focusing on better, and more important things.

@ 12:15 AM

'He's a good friend, but not boyfriend material.'

Friday, July 30, 2010 @ 10:00 PM

Jsun. says:
*Myung is ruled by Venus and is especially attractive to Jason. Jason also appreciates the beauty and social graces that Myung possesses. These two will share lots of laughter together and attend the hottest parties. It will seem like a constant party. Jason brings music and romance into Myung life. Myung will appreciate the drama and sex appeal of Jason. The attraction could lead to marriage. Myung may find Jason's possessiveness a bit extreme for their tastes. This relationship will get better over time or it could collapse. The potential for sex is very good. Jason will help Myung get a makeover. The issue of marriage will dominate over time.
*LOLOOLOLOL.

My beautiful artwork. Not really.
@ 8:19 PM





Jsun. says:
*hey
*why are there
*red polka dots
*on my candles
' myutastic says:
*LOL
*..
*the ones i saw at walmart looked something like that
Jsun. says:
*..
*wow
*wow
*WO
W
*LOL
' myutastic says:
*i finished the drawing and i was like 'it looks a bit mexicanish, oh well' LOL
Jsun. says:
*WHY YOU GOT ME SOME CHEAP WALMART CANDLES
*qq
' myutastic says:
*SOWWIE
*want me to get you gold coated candles instead

Feelings of today.
@ 6:42 PM

-Mal [ ilysjai ] says:
*Oh then why is Myu bad? You should be happy ):
' myutastic says:
*i feel lonely.
*LOL
-Mal [ ilysjai ] says:
*Oh gosh Myu.. There you in with that stuff again.. It's only because you're so used to having someone to call yours and now you don't that's all.
*You'll get over that lonely feeling.


' myutastic says:
*have you ever felt like you don't want anyone but you still feel lonely?

@ 6:16 PM


^ LOLL.

@ 11:10 AM

Come stop your crying, it will be all right. Just take my hand, hold it tight now. I will protect you from all around you. I will be here, don't you cry.

For one so small, you seem so strong. My arms will hold you, keep you safe and warm. This bond between us can't be broken, I said I'm gonna be here, don't you cry. 'Cause you'll be in my heart. You'll be in my heart. From this day on, now and forever more.

You'll be in my heart, no matter what they say. You'll be right here, in my heart, always. Always.

@ 11:10 AM

@ 10:37 AM

Feelings are never permanent, maybe today you love that person, maybe tomorrow its hate. You can never know how much a person means to you. Unless that person is gone. Remember: The end justifies the means.
Unknown

@ 10:36 AM

Why is it always the guys fault? Why don’t we ever get comforted? Are we expected to have hearts of steel that feel no pain? Here’s an update, we can cry just as hard over anything just as much as you can and guys get heartbroken too.
Unknown

@ 10:36 AM

@ 10:24 AM

I’m a girl. I hate hanging out with girls. I prefer my guy friends. Guys aren’t backstabbing bitches who smile pretty to your face and talk shit the moment you turn your back. Guys just play video games, throw stuff at each other, and do stupid shit. Sometimes, I wish I was a guy.

(via theblogyoulove)

@ 10:24 AM

@ 10:23 AM

@ 12:18 AM

THANKS CODIE, YOU'RE A GREAT FRIEND.

Thnxzzzzzz
Thursday, July 29, 2010 @ 11:43 PM

Codie.

Here's your thank you post.
Lalala.

@ 9:06 PM

- αмy ℓ. ♪` ♥ says:
*;_;
*you know
*i think guy's
*have thicker
*heads
*than girls
*and since theyre thicker
*theres less room
*for their brains
' meow myu says:
*LOL
- αмy ℓ. ♪` ♥ says:
*so.
' meow myu says:
*HAHA.
- αмy ℓ. ♪` ♥ says:
*you cant blame them
*i mean theyre just
*born like that.
*LOL
*thicker heads = they have no clue what the fuck youre saying to them
*half the time
' meow myu says:
*some guys are smart.
*-__-"
*so that can't be an excuse, i think.
- αмy ℓ. ♪` ♥ says:
*LOL
*smart guys live underground.

@ 8:19 PM

@ 4:20 PM

LALALALALALALALA.

@ 9:42 AM

Pet peeves
@ 8:28 AM

1) Snobby rich kids. Mmmhm.
2) People that look in the mirror 43958308 times a day. YOU LOOK FINE, God.
3) Conceited people.
4) Dirty bathrooms/people who don't flush after themselves. Is it that hard to push down a fucking lever? No one wants to see your shit, literally.
5) White dudes that wear fucking Hollister that say "brah" or "bro".
6) People that are too touchy.
7) When people cough and sneeze in front of you without covering their fucking mouth/nose.
8) BUGS. I hate bugs. Even the ones that people find 'cute'. Bugs are not cute.
9) Immature adults that think they're cool because they say 'dude' and shit that kids say.
10) People that wear clothes from Wal-Mart.. I don't know why it bothers me.
11) 40 year old smokers. It's about time you stop smoking.
12) Bad quality pictures with horrible editing. It's gross.
13) Myspace scene kids. Please get the fuck off the internet.
14) People that think they're perfect. I always think everyone/everything needs improvement.
15) Asian parents that're THE ASIAN PARENTS STEREOTYPE. Annoying and naggy.
16) Fobs.
17) Dogs that come running after you. I don't care if they're friendly, it still scares the shit out of me.
18) People that lead you on. Fuck off.
19) Advertisements on the internet that say 'FREE ____!' Everyone knows it's not fucking free.
20) Being humiliated. Even if it's a joke, I do not like it.
21) Awkward silences.
22) People that're 'too cool' for sex jokes. Everyone needs to laugh at them once in awhile.
23) 11 year old kids wearing make up..
24) Oily/greasy things. Especially hair.
25) Spit flying out of your mouth on accident. SO EMBARRASSING.
26) Tourists that cheer or do a clap and act obnoxiously when waiting in line for a ride. (Theme parks) It's JUST a ride. No need to fucking get all excited for a 30 second roller coaster.
27) Loud, ridiculous people.
28) People that yell at you for smacking on gum. I like to smack, okay.
29) Snorting when you laugh. Hehehe.
30) People who don't get my sarcasm. They take it seriously and get pissed. LOL
31) When people laugh TOO HARD, even when it's not funny.
32) People that think they're COOL SHIT because they're well known online.. who are you in real life?
33) One sided love.
34) People who constantly text you..when you're not replying to them.
35) Singing along to music when you don't even know the words.
36) When people type ghettoliciously. You all know what I'm talking about.
37) People that are seriously 'stubborn as a mule'.
38) One worded replies. Ah.
39) People that over use smileys and shit.
40) People that think they're cute. You ain't cute.
41) Used toilet paper on the ground.
42) I do not like it when people cannot follow trends. People still wear colored skinnies, like wtf?
43) 'Wanna be scenesters' that don't match and wear 10 different colors.
44) People that say shit about religion.
45) People that do not cover up their junk. Meaning: wearing tube tops that show their belly buttons, wearing booty shorts that show their ass cheeks. GROSSSSSSSS.
46) 40+ year old people that shop in the Juniors department..Ugh.
47) People that don't respect other people's decisions. People that never think about what other people may have in mind.
48) First impressions. Judging people based on first impressions.
49) People that do not add apostrophes in between words such as, 'I'm', 'You're', etc.
50) When people point out something embarrassing about someone causing an awkward silence.
51) Violence, people fighting.
52) When people stare at you while walking by. What the hell are you looking at?
53) Fat people who don't admit that they are fat.
54) Attention whores and people who die for compliments.
55) Fake boobs.
56) Shit talkerzz. Get a life.
57) Ugly/bad hair. Just shave your head, it'll look better.
58) Emo. People who cut them selves. I know everyone do things for a reason but I honestly think that cutting doesn't solve anything.
59) People who brag. 'The one that knows most, speaks the least.' < It's true.
60) Pot heads that talk about weed and smoking weed and people who smoke weed, 24/7.
61) When people steal food off of your plate, without asking. GTFO.
62) Kids under the age of 18 having sex. FKGNDFNK
63) Blue/Cyan glittery eyeshadow. Old women wearing blue eyeshadow.
64) When people repeat the same story over and over again. We get it.
65) When people constantly update their Facebook status with shit that's completely unnecessary. No one cares.
65) People that do not use social networking sites. I wonder how they live.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010 @ 11:58 PM

@ 11:55 PM

@ 11:55 PM

E-Shrooms hurhur
@ 11:03 PM

Click here to do drugs.
^ Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fuck. @_@

Bai bai~
@ 10:59 PM

Aight bro, you just gon' walk outta my life like that? Fyyyne with me, I didn't give a shit bout you anywayzzzzzzzzzz.

But yeah, seriously. Fuck you.

@ 9:50 PM

I can honestly say that I am in love with Alan.

@ 9:42 PM

Hai guise, today I walked 10+ miles. Yayayaya. Universal's getting old and I hate tourists.

@ 8:52 AM

Why do I feel so used and disgusting. I'm disgusted with myself.

I need to feel better.
@ 8:48 AM

Most of the time, I feel extremely depressed at night, but I'm able to go to sleep. Last night, I had to force myself to fall asleep. I'm tired, I feel like I haven't slept, but instead just closed my eyes and laid there for a couple of hours. And most of the time, I feel better when I wake up, but that didn't happen today.

RANDOM THOUGHT, I wish I had someone that could read my mind for what it is and tell me exactly what I'm feeling and why I feel like this. Because sometimes, I think I know what, and why, but I just don't want to admit the truth and then I just get lost.

@ 8:45 AM


^ Hehe, what a funny word.

In a perfect world.
@ 8:43 AM

When he’s with her, he would be wishing he was with me, when he looked at her, he would be looking at me, when he smiled at her, his smile would be for me, when he laughed at a joke, it would be one that came from my mouth, when he thought about someone, he would be thinking about me.In a perfect world, he would realize that she wasn't the one he was supposed to be with, and I would still be standing here, waiting for him still, when he finally knows this. But this isn't a perfect world, and people do get hurt, you smile when you feel like crying, you act like you're okay, when you're falling apart inside and you let it go. You move on, because there’s nothing else you can do.

(via -scoliosisdiaries)

@ 8:41 AM

Hello-Kitty/Sanrio
@ 8:34 AM

I don't get why some people are just so fucking obsessed with Sanrio characters, especially HELLO KITTY. They aren't even that cute and plus, their cheap Chinese shit is over priced. I went to a Sanrio store in Georgia, and everything was like $30~$200. Even like the cheapest looking tote bag that you could buy at fucking Wal-Mart for 3 bucks was $35 there, just because it had a Sanrio character on it. Ridiculous.

@ 8:33 AM

@ 8:33 AM

I've been eating 2,000+ calories lately
@ 8:32 AM

AND I'M LOSING WEIGHT, what in the world.

@ 8:32 AM

@ 8:31 AM

@ 8:27 AM

LIBRA: You may feel as if you're at loose ends, but you just need to make sure that you're focusing outward rather than inward. There's a lot going on in the world, and you can make a positive difference today.

^ WELL I WOULD CERTAINLY HOPE SO.

No one helps me with my depression anymore.
@ 8:26 AM

Instead, they make it worse. And I think it's mainly because they fail to read me, and I don't open up to people as much as I used to.

I like taking pictures where you can't see my face.
Monday, July 26, 2010 @ 10:47 PM

I think they look better that way.

@ 9:47 PM

"
^ Drawing with a mouse is a fucking pain in the ass.

@ 7:11 PM

' meow myu says:
*no
*LOL
*ban mal means like, not formal
*LOL
*'^^'
*LOLL
' rawr alan says:
*LMFAOOO
*I LOOOOL'D
*LMFAOOOO
' meow myu says:
*me too
*LOL
' rawr alan says:
*IM LIKE HAHAHAHAH
*LOL
' meow myu says:
*LOL
*..
* /dies
' rawr alan says:
*that's like you
' meow myu says:
*ahh.
' rawr alan says:
*WTF AM I SUPPOSE TO RESPOND
*TO A FACE
*LOL
' meow myu says:
*IK
*LOL

Time really does heal everything.
@ 6:02 PM

Physically and emotionally. Scars and wounds heal as time passes, and so do broken hearts. I never thought I'd get over the past, but I think I'm getting better. I never thought I'd say this, but I finally got over it. I am so fucking glad I don't think about it anymore.

@ 5:15 PM

P.S. &Drew says:
*I have no idea how
*but
*you made me
*feel better
*.
' meow myu says:
*LOL hehe. n_n

@ 4:48 PM

If I give you one word answers, if I don't ask anything back, or even try to get to know you, it means that I am not interested. Truth is, I don't want to get to know you. So stop trying, because it will get no where with me. I'm sorry if this seems harsh, but I'm tired of people who persist when I'm clearly not taking initiative on purpose.

Sunday, July 25, 2010 @ 10:27 PM

I must.
Dye.
My.
Hair.
Brown.

This is what most people refer to as "beautiful".
@ 10:12 PM

You have to have a small face.
You need to have the perfect nose.
You need big eyes and long eye lashes.
You must be skinny.
You have to have curves, nice legs.
Your skin must be flawless, with or without make up.
You need gorgeous eyes/eye color.
You need to have a nice sense of style.
Your hair has to look amazing.
Everything has to be just 'perfect'.

Some people go through surgery to fit these requirements to be 'beautiful'. But sometimes, your appearance means nothing if you're a bitch. No one's going to love you even if you're the most gorgeous person on the entire planet. And sometimes, interiors > exteriors.

@ 10:06 PM

I am a very insecure person, I have so many flaws and my imperfections stand out so much. I’m not pretty, cute, beautiful nor smart. Every day I am surrounded by beautiful people, I walk down the street and sometimes I feel as though people are judging me. I know that “you shouldn’t care what other people say” but I do. I do care what people say about me, I’m scared that they will look at me and have the wrong impression. To be honest, I believe that it is human nature to judge, trust me everyone does it. Even when first meeting someone, you will judge them, I mean I do. But my views on a person change very quickly. And most people will judge on what they’ve heard or seen, of course it is unfair but that’s how humans are. Which is why I feel so insecure when I am around people I don’t know, even looking in the mirror I never seem to be happy with what I see. I am filled with insecurities.

(via -scoliosisdiaries
Hi this is me.

@ 10:55 AM

"I can't explain this feeling, I think about it everyday. And even though it moved on, it gets so hard to walk away."

@ 2:46 AM

I've gotten more emotional. LOL...
@ 1:45 AM

I cry more easily.
I laugh more easily.
I get pissed off easily.
I get depressed easily.
Ah. What the fuck, I'm not even on my fucking period.

@ 12:28 AM

Monica says:
*Y
*DO IT
*...
*i can smell the sht from my room
*omfg
*I HATE HIM
' widdle myu says:
*LOLOLO
Monica says:
*NOT FUNNY
*im going 2 stab him at night
' widdle myu says:
*ima laugh
Monica says:
*....
*......................
*.......
' widdle myu says:
*...........?
Monica says:
*hes like
*shocker it flushed
*OMG
*I WILL KILL HIM
*FUCKING FAGGOT
' widdle myu says:
*LOL
*HEHAHA.
*...
Monica says:
*..
*the fk
*LOL
' widdle myu says:
*omg what kind of laugh is that
*LOL
Monica says:
*LO
*L

Sighhhhhhhhhhhhh.
@ 12:00 AM

I miss what we had before. I miss how you acted towards me. I miss all the cute things you would do. I don't know if you're doing this on purpose, and you probably aren't, but you've been acting pretty uninterested lately. Like you're bored and you're ready to move on. Bleh, that's just how I see it. You give me a lot, and I mean, A LOT of one word replies. It's pretty hard for me to continue on with the conversation and keep it alive when you don't seem like you're trying. Sometimes, I feel like giving up and stop trying also. Changes like these make me feel, bad, sad. Those are the only words I can think of right now to describe my feelings.

Yeah, I should shut the fuck up, I'm probably over reacting, again. And yeah, maybe people are right, I might be getting a bit too clingy. Fml.

Saturday, July 24, 2010 @ 6:27 PM

What happened to you and I? We were moving so fast. Maybe that was the problem.
Recently, everyone has asked me if I'm okay after the break up. I don't miss you one bit, as a boyfriend. But truth be told, sometimes I miss my best friend. You don't deserve me as a friend. It's sad because all you wanted afterward was for you and I to remain friends. Then why did you say those hurtful things and expect me not to be mad?

You said that I killed all these feelings you had for me after i was acting like a "bitch" after. But how would you like me to act? I was hurt. You and I, we , were horrible together. But somehow we worked. I will never take you back or be your friend again. I hope you can sleep at night knowing its all because of you.

Do you still think about me? Do you still dream of me?
Do you compare everyone else to me?
Am I still the first person you want to tell your secrets to?
Will you forget me? Or am I already forgotten?

(via savmonster)

@ 4:25 PM

I've never been so close to anyone or anything. I'm so in love with you, and it just keeps getting better.

@ 11:04 AM

"I remember you were crying on the phone cause he broke up with you. You. Are. A. Failure." LOLOL.

@ 12:08 AM

I'm really getting sick of these people.

I seem like I'm too busy for YOU?
@ 12:06 AM

No, no, hon. You're the one that's always busy. I'm always here. I'll always talk to you, reply to you, no matter how busy I am. I seem like I'm always busy with other people? No. You're the one that's always with 05890489068540689568054 people. Not me.

Friday, July 23, 2010 @ 6:42 PM

Hey, I hope you become famous one day so when you do, I can go to shows and get to actually see you. I promise I'll never tell you who I am when I go up to you to get your autograph.

Music.
@ 5:55 PM

I wish people sent me songs that actually had meaning. A song dedicated to me. Because when I send you songs, I'm dedicating them to you. I want you to listen to the lyrics because that's the best way I can express my feelings towards you.

@ 5:51 PM

- Hello Keith says:
*Hi, Im Myu and I think Im white.

,,|,,

@ 5:50 PM

' myu says:
*'*O_OWHATBBY
*WHATSWRONG.
'
*LOL
John says:
*Noice.
' myu says:
*ikr.
*shit's funny.
John says:
*WHAT IT DO MA, SOME1 HURTIN MY BBY?
*I KILL THAT FOO
*GET OUT MY SHANK.
*THAT NQA AINT GOT SHIT ON YOU NO MO.
' myu says:
*LOLOL..
*no he doesn't talk like that
John says:
*Exactly.
*LOL
' myu says:
*you used to talk like that though.
John says:
*No.
*Not like that.
*LOL
*I joke like that.

This is me.
@ 5:23 PM

I'm a horrible friend.
I'm a horrible girl friend.
I'm a horrible sister.
I'm a horrible daughter.
I fail at making God happy, and I call myself a Christian.
I'm not funny, I'm not pretty, I'm not nice, I basically have no talent.
I can't make my parents happy. I always disappoint them.
I disappoint everyone, actually.
I try too hard.
I'm a hypocrite.
I lie, and I try to cover up my lies.
I'm a horrible person.

Overboard.
@ 2:51 PM



So crazy in this thing we call love. And now that we've got it, we just can’t give up. I’m reaching out for you, got me out here in the water and I, I’m overboard. And I need your love, pull me up (pull me up), I can’t swim on my own. It's too much (it’s too much), feels like I’m drowning without your love. So throw yourself out to me, my life saver. It’s supposed to be some give and take, I know. You're only taking and not giving any more. So what will I do? (So what will I do?) 'Cause I still love you. (Still love you Baby) You’re the only one who can save me.

@ 12:15 PM

"They asked, “How does it feel to love someone who loves someone else?” After a deep breath, I answered, “It’s like hugging a cactus, the tighter you embrace, the more it hurts…"

@ 12:14 PM

"I am not pushing you away… I am holding on for my dear life. But I need you to need me back.”
— One Tree Hill

@ 12:14 PM


^ Hahaha!

@ 12:12 PM

@ 12:10 PM

If you want future, first learn to let go of your past.

Dear You
@ 12:06 PM

(via -scoliosisdiaries)

@ 12:05 PM

“The song White Horse is about, in my mind, the saddest moment of the break up. To me, the saddest moment of a break up is when you realize that all these dreams that you’ve had and all these plans that you’ve made in your head, that that person’s gonna be the one that you end up with…it’s that moment where you have to stop believing in all those songs and that he’s really just a part of your past and that he has nothing to do with your future. And it’s when all those dreams come crashing down. And the way that you feel in that moment. Because everybody has that moment, and you’re just like ‘oh wow, he’s not the one. Oh wow.’ And to me that’s the most heartbreaking moment of the heartbreak.”

—

Taylor Swift

Everyone seems to be going through this problem.
Thursday, July 22, 2010 @ 9:51 AM

It's where they care too much about someone when he/she doesn't give a fuck about them.

DON'T
WASTE
YOUR
TIME
THEY
AREN'T
WORTH
YOUR LOVE
AND CARE.

How many times do I have to repeat myself.. In the end you're the only one that's going to get hurt.

They don't deserve it. They don't appreciate what you do for them, SO STOP IT.

Once they realize how much you've done for them, they'll come crawling back. If they don't, then it's their fucking loss for being so stupid. Chill out, do whatever you want and stop getting your heart broken for someone that doesn't deserve you. Stop worrying about them, because honestly, they could care less about you. Stop trying to talk to them, they don't want to hear from you. Just stop everything, and focus on the people that really love and care about you.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010 @ 5:53 PM

Now let's get this straight right now, I'll always love you. No matter what. I'm always going to want you, no matter what. I'm always going to miss you, whether or not you come back to me. You seem to have forgotten about me, or about us, or what we've been through. I don't know about you, but I can't seem to forget what we had. I'm like, attached to you and I'm scared that I'm always going to be like this. I want to be happy again, with or without you. I want someone to text late at night, or to call, or to text during school, or win against me on audition. That SOMEONE was YOU.

(via Lynzee)

@ 1:24 PM

LIBRA: You're the only sane voice in a room full of madness, but don't let that silence you. Pretty soon, people should start to realize that their nutty ideas are off-base and you've got it under control.

Hehehehehehehehehehehe.

Broken
@ 1:11 PM

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight. Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time. I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts. I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out. I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing, with a broken heart that's still beating. In the pain, there is healing. In your name I find meaning. So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm barely holdin' on to you. The broken locks were a warning, you got inside my head. I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead. I still see your reflection inside of my eyes. That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life.

- Lifehouse

1110th post.
@ 12:33 PM

I never knew I'd get this far with my blog. When I first started, I thought I'd quit blogging within the first week or so. It's been over 8 months and I'm still here. :)






Hi, I feel like we aren't as close as we used to be.. and I'm getting kind of scared. I feel like we're getting further away from each other. Everyday, I tell myself that tomorrow will be better, but our situation seems to be getting worse each day. And soon, we aren't going to care anymore, and maybe go our separate ways. I'm scared because once I don't have you anymore, I'm going to start missing you. By then, it'll be too late to apologize and try to start over, because things would be too different. It'll be impossible to 'try again'.

I think I'm the only one that notices this drastic change between us. Oh well.

@ 12:21 PM

“Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life, fall in the category of the most common mistakes made by people that fall in love. Sometimes, you think you’re already over a person but when you see them smile at you, you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending to be over him just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you love the person..in my opinion, if you truly loved that person you’d never wanna let them go. I would personally be too afraid to see the one I love being held by someone else. Most relationships tend to fail not because of absence of love, love is always present, it’s just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little. As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left, maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love but to only discover that for them we are just for past times, while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger..so here’s a piece of advice: Let go when you’re hurting too much. Give up when love isn’t enough and move on when things are not like before..for sure, there is someone out there made just for you.”

@ 12:20 PM

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@ 12:17 PM

When I first met you, I never would’ve imagined that I would have such strong feelings for you, I never would have thought that I would have dreams about you, or miss being by your side, or get butterflies in my stomach, when someone mentions your name, when I first met you, I never would’ve thought that I would love you.

@ 12:16 PM

@ 12:15 PM

LADIES, HEAR ME OUT.

Coming from a guy who has lived a lifestyle not to be proud of before;

do not fall for everything you hear from a guy’s mouth
because it’s sweet and he claims he’s different,
because he says that you’re special,
because he says that he cares about you,
because he say says you’re different,
because you have all night conversations,
because you have months, years of time together, so what?

And tells you things like-
“NO REALLY! I REALLY LIKE YOU”
“NO YOU’RE NOT LIKE THE OTHER GIRLS”
“I want to be that guy to prove you wrong”
“I want to be with you right now, I wish I could hold you right now”
BASICALLY ANYTHING SWEET

Where’s the action? Where’s the proof? Where’s the effort & time?

You build a new relationship with them everyday,
don’t settle for what was yesterday.

(via champaco)

@ 12:14 PM

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^ Did you guys know that she got MARRIED?!

@ 12:12 PM

@ 12:10 PM


^ Virginia Woolf’s letter/suicide note to her husband Leonard Woolf.

@ 12:07 PM

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@ 12:06 PM

"I wanted to be his favorite hello and his hardest goodbye…"

@ 12:05 PM

@ 12:04 PM

"Nobody wants to admit to this but bad things will keep happening. Maybe that’s because it’s all a chain, and a long time ago someone did the first bad thing and that led someone also to do another bad thing, and so on. You know, like that game where you whisper a sentence into someone’s ear, and that person whispers it to someone, and it all comes out wrong in the end. But then again, maybe bad things happen because it’s the only way we can keep remembering what good is supposed to look like."

— Jodi Picoult

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@ 11:39 AM

"Who wants the perfect guy? Not me. I don’t want anyone perfect. I don’t want anyone normal, that's just boring. I want someone weird. I want someone unpredictable. I want someone who lets things slide and who loves to laugh and makes me laugh. I want someone who will be crazy about me, and isn’t afraid to let everyone know it. I want him to be able to tell me to shut the hell up when I am bugging him. I want someone who challenges me, in every way. I want someone who puts up with my shit, but isn't a pushover. I want someone who pisses me off, but I can never be mad at. But perfect? That’s one thing I never want. Maybe just perfect for me."

Monday, July 19, 2010 @ 10:21 PM

Jsun. 16 - 14:46 says:
*Most skin acne is caused by stress, with the combination of oils, dirt and genetics. But did you know that by masturbating, you can clear your skin? When you orgasm from masturbation, it releases toxins in your body that relieves stress. Its one of the most simple, fun and FREE ways to clear skin.
*ikr
' myu says:
*no wonder your face is so flawless
*i mean SKIN
*IS FLAWLESS.
*not face.
Jsun. 16 - 14:46 says:
*LOL!
*f u
' myu says:
*this just proves that you fap
Jsun. 16 - 14:46 says:
*^__^
' myu says:
*you aren't even gonna deny it
*LOL

@ 5:20 PM


^ No English subtitles, but you'll understand the story, hopefully. It's an interesting music video. Good song.


^ PART 2. The slutty looking bitch used to be the fat girl that worked for the guy. She got plastic surgery to look pretty, obv. He fired her because of her looks.

My dearest Alan Liang.
@ 4:38 PM

It's been over two months since you've asked me to be your girl friend. That night, I was so incredibly happy, because I wanted you so much. Hehe.

For some people, two months is a short time, to others, it's long. During these two months, we've been through much more than most couples. We haven't gotten in a fight, yet, which is great, but we ran into a lot of problems. But I'm glad we over came them, together.

Positives(+): You are truly a happy person, almost all the time. You're fun to be around, and you make me laugh. You listen to what I have to say and you do what I ask of you. You make me happy, and I love how you're always there for me. I don't ever feel completely alone, thanks to you. :)

Negatives(-): Sometimes, I think you're too shy or afraid to tell me what the problem is. Confront me. If you don't like what I do, or what I say, tell me. I'll listen to you. It doesn't mean I'll 'follow your orders' but we'll come up with something that we'll both be satisfied with.

I'm sorry my insecurities ruin our mood sometimes. I have problems, haha. But I'm grateful that you understand me; you take my shit, and you listen to me complain and bitch about things. And you're still not tired of me. That's amazing.

I love you, Alan Liang. ♥

With Me
@ 4:28 PM

I don't want this moment, to ever end, where everything's nothing, without you. I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile, 'cause it's true, I am nothing without you. Through it all, I made my mistakes. I stumble and fall, but I mean these words. I want you to know, with everything, I won't let this go. These words are my heart and soul. I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.

- Sum 41

@ 11:35 AM

I wish everyone can be happy without having to hurt someone else.

Sunday, July 18, 2010 @ 9:26 PM

Sometimes, I want to disappear from the internet world and focus more on my REAL LIFE. But I'd be too bored if I did that. And I doubt anyone would honestly give a fuck if I just left. LOL seriously.

Saturday, July 17, 2010 @ 4:44 PM

@ 2:42 PM

People don't look at your personality first. People judge you automatically by your looks and then try to get to know your personality. But the second they don't like your looks, they don't get to know you. That's how reality is.

@ 2:41 PM

@ 2:04 PM

Where you are the one, the one, that lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love, with you suddenly.
Now there's no place else, I could be, but, here in your arms.

@ 3:15 AM

says:
*doesnt alan get jealous of you being with guys all the time? :\

I'm barely with guys. I should be the one that's jealous. But we trust each other so it's all good!
*wow i lold
* i bet if u cheated on alan he wouldnt care
' myu says:
*really
*O_O..
says:
*lol
*i can imagine him going
*dw im cheating 2
' myu says:
*cause i think he cares for me an awful lot.
says:
*LOOOL
' myu says:
*LOL. maybe

Someone help me, I have a problem.
@ 2:58 AM

I really think I'm depressed. LOL like, I have some kind of fucking disorder. At first, I thought this shit would fade; I thought it would go away, but it's staying. It's been here for fucking MONTHS. I can't stand it. I feel down for no fucking reason at random times. FGNFDGNKFDMGDKD Fuck. I have no idea why I feel so sad.

I keep denying the fact that I am depressed, because it sounds..well, unreal. Me? Depressed? No way. I'm a happy person. I look too happy to be depressed. I guess I don't know myself well enough.

Sometimes, I think that crying would make all this go away, but I don't want to feel like a crazy bitch and cry for no reason. I only want to cry when it's really necessary; when I absolutely cannot hold back my tears, when I am at my weakest, I'll cry. For now, I'll keep it in.

It Had To Be You
@ 1:47 AM

I get lost, messed up and bored when I'm alone too long. I can't sleep, function or eat when I'm not with someone. Late last fall she ended it all and moved to who knows where? Just like that she vanished and packed and never even called. Do you feel a certain sense of synergy between yourself and me? A kind of macabre and somber wonder twin kind of harmony?

What if it was you? You that I needed all along? I felt like a fool kicking and screaming yet pretending we were wrong.

It seemed like a dream, one beautiful scream. That echoed forever and made us not afraid a thing. And after it ends, we'll try to be friends. They say that what doesn't kill us makes us who we are.

All this time and everything's changed but I still feel the same. All good things eventually end and get washed down the drain. What a disaster it would be if you discovered that I cared a little too much for friends but not enough to share.

What if it was you? You that I needed all along? I felt like a fool now that I'm sure that I was wrong. It had to be you, it had to be you, it had to be you, I knew it was you.

- Motion City Soundtrack

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@ 12:05 AM

It's not that I don't know how to describe my feelings, because I do. It's just that when I do describe them I sound crazy.

Friday, July 16, 2010 @ 2:17 PM

It kinda scares me how 98% of the people I talk to on the E-net are older than me.

Behind These Hazel Eyes.
@ 10:34 AM

Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me. I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong. Your arms around me tight; everything, it felt so right. Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong. Now I can't breathe, no, I can't sleep, I'm barely hanging on.

Here I am, once again, I'm torn into pieces. Can't deny it, can't pretend, just thought you were the one. Broken up, deep inside, but you won't get to see the tears I cry, behind these hazel eyes.

I told you everything; opened up and let you in. You made me feel alright for once in my life. Now all that's left of me is what I pretend to be. So together, but so broken up inside, 'cause I can't breathe. No, I can't sleep, I'm barely hanging on.

Thursday, July 15, 2010 @ 9:37 PM

@ 6:54 PM


^ I melted.

@ 6:48 PM

Whoever said, "You don't know what you have until it's gone" is wrong.

Because you know exactly what you have, when you have it, you just don't know how much you need it until you can't have it anymore.

HATERS GON' HATE.
@ 6:40 PM

People are gonna say what their gonna say, as long as you know who you are then that’s all that really matters. People are always going to try and find a reason to not like you. People are going to judge, they’re going to criticize, and come to find out some people aren’t going to like you because well….you're you. Kind of a pathetic reason but it’s bound to happen. People are going to judge and the ones judging are most likely the people who don’t even know you. Why worry though? You just have to continue to do you. Don’t try and comprehend a hater's mind- their reasons are probably ridiculous and insignificant. You know what you're about, you know your intentions. You probably have more people who like and appreciate you are rather than these shit talkin' haters that should amount to nothing of importance in your life.

@ 6:37 PM

"Move on. It’s just a chapter in the past. But don’t close the book. Just turn the page."

@ 6:30 PM

I miss the times when I was younger, and didn’t care at all about what other people thought about me. I’d look dorky, with glasses and braces, but in my head I was not ugly at all. Ugly didn’t exist in my vocabulary because looks meant nothing. Clothes and hair did not define a person, but rather how friendly and nice they were. Every single day I would dress for comfort because everyone around me looked at my heart and not my exterior.

Those days are long gone. I admit it, I care about how I look to others to a certain extent now. But is it really my fault that everyone else in society tends to judge a person based on their appearance these days? If everyone else stopped caring, I’d stop caring too.

@ 4:17 PM


^ Ah, this is one of my biggest fears.

@ 4:16 PM

You're so vain.
You probably think my blog is about you, don't you?
Don't you?

Haha. It probably is.
Isn't it funny how everyone's blog is about that one person?

@ 2:03 PM

I hope I get to meet you one day.

@ 1:52 PM

@ 12:51 AM

I'm calling out, can you hear my voice?

My heart beats for love.
It's the sound that I hear, tells me not to give up.
It breathes in my chest and it runs through my blood.
My heart beats for love.

why is it that u've changed ever since codie? u were so happy & Cheerful before now sometimes u're just mean.. i mean not all the time but ur blog changed & errything. ;\
@ 12:32 AM

You know, I wish I fucking knew, but I don't. I guess I grew more mature and serious, and I'm not gonna lie, I kind of like it, but I'm definitely not as happy as I was before. My blog.. is like my brain, kind of. I post whatever that comes up into my thoughts. I guess I don't think about happy things anymore.

formspring

@ 12:24 AM

Wednesday, July 14, 2010 @ 11:59 PM

I think I'm fucking weird. It pisses me off/bothers me when I see other girls talking to you, like, you guys having fun, and when they talk about you. I..don't know why it bothers me. It just puts me down and it ruins my mood whenever I see something like that. I do trust you, at least I think I do. I'm trying.

When you ditch me to play a game, honestly, I feel like shit. I guess I'm not used to my boyfriends ditching me for a game. I think it's wrong. And that one time, when you forgot about me for 3 hours.. that really hurt.

I still think that girls are all over you. That's one of the reasons why I feel like shit whenever you go play a game, leaving me behind.. I feel like they're more important to you, than me. I feel like they keep you entertained, and I don't.

I can act like nothing's wrong with me, but I'm sick and tired of acting like I'm fine most of the time. That gets me no where.

I kind of think I know how my ex felt now.

"Good morning!"
@ 11:47 PM

I text that to a few of my close friends every, single morning. I wonder if any of them get annoyed by it. Or do they enjoy my good morning messages? I don't know. But if you ever do get bothered by it, please tell me; I don't want to be an annoying bitch.

@ 11:46 PM