How are you so sure?
@ 8:09 PM

Have you ever had that feeling where you have fallen head over heels for someone? Doesn’t it feel happy? Then have you ever had that feeling where you are slowly losing it but you are not ready to let it go? Doesn’t it make you way confused? He says he likes you but how do you really know. How do you know he’s not lying. How do you know?

@ 8:09 PM

"My life has no purpose, no direction, no aim, no meaning, and yet I’m happy. I can’t figure it out. What am I doing right?"
— Charles Shulz

@ 8:08 PM

Okay so I was about to take a shower and I saw a creepy ass spider.

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@ 5:07 PM

“People don’t want their lives fixed. Nobody wants their problems solved. Their dramas. Their distractions. Their stories resolved. Their messes cleaned up. Because what would they have left? Just the big scary unknown.”
— Chuck Palahniuk

Letting go
@ 5:05 PM

To let go isn’t to forget, not to think about it, or ignore. It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn’t about winning or losing, it’s not about pride, it’s not about how you appear, and it’s not about obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and it doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It’s not about giving in, or giving up. Letting go isn’t about loss and it’s not about defeat. To let go is to cherish all the memories, to overcome and move on. It is having an open mind in confidence for the future. Letting go is learning, experiencing, and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, that made you grow. It’s about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is learning to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up, it is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, to clear a path and let yourself free.

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^ Played around with photoshop. Today was boring. /Sigh, so much home work.

Monday, August 30, 2010 @ 8:00 PM


That's the constant in my life, waiting for you.

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- tian says:
*u r #1 in my hert
' myu says:
*LOL
*great.
- tian says:
*jk
*ur like
*#35 i think
*or something
*idk
' myu says:
*wow f u
*LOL
- tian says:
*LOL
*< 3

"Hey, you, insecure girl, watch this."
@ 7:16 PM


Beauty can only be seen with the heart.

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^ Where to buy this shirt? LOL I've been there but I still want it.

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^ I hate this, and when I get stupid notifications about other people.

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^ Happened to me this morning, I was so pissed. LOL

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The truth
@ 4:49 PM

There’s a point in your life when you know who stays forever, and who’s just around for a while. People change, but so do you. Sometimes for the best, and sometimes for the worst. Bad things happen to everyone, you’re not in it alone. People lie, and some people just don’t care how you feel. Your heart beats, no matter how much pain you’re in. Everything will be okay eventually. There are always people in your life that just make your day, no matter the miles. I know about distance, I’ve been dealing with it all my life, so don’t tell me it’s easy, because it’s not. But it’s worth it. I’d rather keep in touch with the people I love, than just drop it and forget about it. You don’t forget the ones you love. It doesn’t work like that. Give it all you’ve got and live your life to the fullest. People would kill to be you, have what you have, someone always has it worse off than you, but that doesn’t mean that your pain doesn’t count.

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I always smile.
@ 4:31 PM

I laugh a lot. I giggle.

Sometimes, I smile and laugh to avoid the awkwardness. I don't want to create an awkward silence if I start acting serious and show my inner emotions.

When people accuse me of lying/stealing, I laugh. It's funny to me because they actually thought that I did something I would never do to them. Most people take my 'laughing' the wrong way and think I really did it.

Same goes for when people think I like someone. /COUGH I laugh and smile, and it really does look like I'm blushing or something. But that's not it. It's funny because I would never like them.

"Why are you smiling? It's written all over your face, don't deny it."

Honestly, I don't like anyone. It's rather weird because everyone seems to be having crushes at this age, yet I don't think anyone is THAT cute, or good-boy-friend material at my school.

Boyfriend/Girlfriend-Centered
@ 4:23 PM

This may be the easiest trap to fall into. I mean, who hasn't been centered on a boyfriend or girlfriend at one point?

The ironic thing is that the more you center your life on someone, the more unattractive you become to that person. How's that? Well, first of all, if you're centered on someone, you're no longer hard to get. Second, it's irritating when someone builds their entire emotional life around you. Since their security comes from you and not from within themselves, they always need to have those sickening "Where do we stand" talks.

You can usually tell when a couple becomes centered on each other because they are forever breaking up and getting back together. Although their relationship has deteriorated, their emotional lives and identities are so intertwined that they can never fully let go of each other.

Believe me, you'll be a better boyfriend or girlfriend if you're not centered on your partner. Independence is more attractive than dependence. Besides, centering your life on another doesn't show that you love them, only that you're dependent on them.

Don't get obsessed with or centered on them, because, although there are exceptions, these relationships are usually about as stable as a yo-yo.

Sunday, August 29, 2010 @ 9:04 PM


^ HAHAHA.

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Twelve little girls in two straight lines, and the smallest one was Madeline.

Remember this guys!? I miss this show.

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Well, darkness only exists so that the stars can shine, darling.

All there is left to say,
@ 9:01 PM

Thanks for always looking down on me, underestimating my abilities, and talking shit. You’re giving me that extra push to prove you wrong.

I’M NOT TOLERATING ANYONE’S BULLSHIT ANYMORE, I’M DONE.

@ 8:59 PM

You know what? I never forgot. I know, now, we just pass each other by pretending we never have known each other at all, but I wish, I cross your mind once in a while, just like what you do to me.

@ 8:57 PM

Sometimes it’s easier to say that you don’t care… than to explain all the reasons why you do.

REMEMBER:
@ 8:56 PM

1. Whoever comes are the right people.
2. Whatever happens is the only thing that could happen.
3. Whenever it starts is the right time.
4. When it’s over, it’s over.

"Once a player always a player"
@ 8:55 PM

I really hope that statement is not true.

@ 8:54 PM

Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it’s not because they enjoy solitude. It’s because they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them.
— Jodi Picoult, My Sister’s Keeper

@ 8:53 PM

10425.) One text from you can make my whole day better. This is how I know we should probably never see each other or talk again. I can not rely on you for the rest of my life to make me happy and be miserable when you give me nothing. I need to learn how to make myself happy without you.

(via blogsecret)

I'm tired of quotes
@ 8:51 PM

Why is there so many quotes in our life but when it happen, it's still so difficult? We listen and agree to every quote that is true but when it happen to us, the pain can never accept the quotes or saying. It really take time to heal a wounded heart.

Love doesn't last a long time?
@ 8:27 PM

Love or 'the sparks' are temporary.

According to my mom, after marriage, 'love' only lasts several months, or if you're lucky, a year. I'm talking about the cheesy, 'I can't live without you baby ):' love. Where you guys say cute comments to each other and act real corny.

After the first year or so, people live together because they've grown something called 정. Which is a combination of compassion, empathy, a bond on a very soulful level. It's a connection that you form with people that you are with. The 'connection' grows very strong, therefore you guys live together and realize, you need each other in order to survive. You realize you can't live on this Earth alone.

You learn to love the things they do; even if they do annoying and stupid things at times. You begin to understand and learn everything about them, and even see their 'embarrassing moments'. Sooner or later, they're a huge part of your life; they become your life. They're always there, in the morning when you first wake up looking like shit, in the bathroom, at work, when you're cooking dinner, etc. They see almost everything that you do.

You go through hard times and enjoy happy times together as well. You create precious, once in a life time memories with that one person, which makes it almost impossible to let them go. Love turns into 정, and I believe that 정 is stronger than love.

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I love my baby. Hehehe.

Saturday, August 28, 2010 @ 8:47 PM

So cling to what you know, and never let go. You should know, things aren't always what they seem.

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I could spend forever with you.

Friday, August 27, 2010 @ 10:49 PM

Mood swings.

Consistency.
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For some (like myself), it’s human to test others. It’s human to push others—to push their limits and to cross their boundaries. It’s this natural wall we build quickly and most unaware. Why? The fact of the matter is, the more they’re willing to endure and their ability to somehow find the strength to always come back leaves an impact; a sense of immediate security. This safe feeling allows us to give more in return, again most unaware. Above all, we come to slowly realize that wanting them in our lives is no longer an option, it becomes a dying priority.

It’s falling and believing. It’s hoping and trusting. We no longer want them in our lives, instead, we need them in our lives—because very rarely do most people show this kind of endless devotion and commitment.

(via haitien)

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Nada es fácil.
Nothing is easy.

I am nothing.
@ 5:20 PM

Compared to everyone else, I feel like I am no one. No one important; I feel as if I am nothing.

I don't feel important, I don't feel like anyone needs me. They just see me there, and if I disappear, I would be easily replaced. Yeah that's it, I feel replaceable. I wish I was one of a kind, I truly try to be, I try to be irreplaceable, but I guess that's impossible for someone like me. I wish people couldn't do certain things the same if I weren't around. But they can. They can do whatever they want, with or without me. I feel like I'm just there. I'm useless and meaningless.

I don't have a big 'posse' or a boyfriend that is always there for me after school to pick me up from the parking lot. I don't have a best best best friend that I would die without and I don't have anyone that I could hang out with everyday even if I weren't doing anything fun or special. I don't have that one special person that will always stick by my side, even if I look like shit that day or everyone decides to hate on me.

I can't really BE "MYSELF" with anyone. It's not the fact that I can't easily open up to people; they just don't look like they care so I don't try. I feel like my relationship with my friends are getting weaker and weaker. It's fading away.

I have a lot of people around me, yet I feel so alone because no one is really that close. They're just there.

Books, blogs, web pages, articles, and even people have told me that I'm not the only one that feels like this. Everyone feels lonely, and everyone wants more close friends. But the more I look at the people around me, at my school or where ever, I feel like I am truly alone. It seems to me everyone has found at least one person to be themselves with and spend time with everyday. Sadly, I haven't.

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"You don't know what love is. You're just obsessive."

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"I want to trust you. I want to let you do what you want to do. But it hurts to do that. I feel so tormented."

Interesting conversation with Jackie and Cody.
Thursday, August 26, 2010 @ 6:40 PM

Jackie says:
*so i'm actually a member of snsd
*c:
*guess which one?
Caday. says:
*the cute blonde one.
Jackie says:
*wrong.
Caday. says:
*the cute other ones
Jackie says:
*names pls
*c:
' myu says:
*they ain't cute.
Caday. says:
*sunny
*and
Jackie says:
*cuter than you bitch HELLNAW
Caday. says:
*moony
' myu says:
*Sunny is ugly.
Caday. says:
*and
*rainy
*and
' myu says:
*moony LMAO
Jackie says:
*sunny
Caday. says:
*foggy

@ 5:48 PM

I should have told you what you meant to me. Cause now I pay the price.

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Failure!
@ 4:20 PM

Let's face it, nobody likes to lose. Whether it's tryouts for the school talent show or losing at the 'game of love', that momentary sting of being on the losing end is felt by many of us. It shouldn't hurt. After all, it's only a temporary setback.. There will be other talent shows and you'll eventually find someone new to crush on, right? Not so with a vast number of people. It hurts a lot.

The experience of failing is often so humiliating, so devastating, that some people will never again attempt anything along similar lines. Why? Because they have a fear of failing. They fear being laughed at. They fear being exposed and they're concerned about what others are saying/thinking about them.

The thought of losing in front of others is enough to keep them spinning in the same familiar pattern of not doing things. I have a huge fear of failing. Many people hide their talents and strengths-the very things that make them special-just to blend into the crowd unnoticed. People should stop doing that. They should try to be as special as they can be.

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^ GOD I wish I could photoshop and take great photos like her.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010 @ 9:37 PM


My love for you shall live forever
You, however, did not.

^ I love what Lemony Snicket writes in the beginning of his books for Beatrice.

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^ Sadly, this is true.

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1,051 miles apart.
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If you're having a bad day, click this.

@ 4:07 PM

11104.) Every second i see a new secret come about, I’m tired of reading them and most of the time half of them relate to me, i just want to be different and just live life happily and wonderful, without a burden or broken heart.

(via blogsecret)

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^ Future baby. LOL

What makes me mad about remembering the past
@ 3:58 PM

Is that you replay it in your mind over and over again, and the more you think about it, the more you wish you did something differently. It’s funny that if your timing was off by one minute, or if you didn’t say something you meant to say, or if you weren’t where you were at the time, your story would probably not be the way it is now. The littlest things can change everything, and that’s what makes me so mad. If I didn’t do a lot of the things I did, I know that I wouldn’t be sitting here typing this up. What makes it even harder is that I know exactly what I would change if I could, but I can’t, so that’s that.

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Love comes rarely, and when you have the opportunity, seize it. Grab hold, and never let go. Don’t question the motives love has to offer, and never throw it away. Love is the best thing that can happen to anyone, even though there are complications and sometimes everything won’t be okay.. Hold on, and stay sane. You don’t want to live life with “What If’s” and “What happened” when you have that epiphany and you look back and realize you lost the one you wanted most. Love is never selfish, nor is it blind. Love takes time, it takes patience and dedication. It never gives ultimatums, nor does it take for granted. Love is always kind, and understanding. Love is when you’re able to be happy, regardless of how a situation ends up. It’s when you’re willing to give whatever it takes for that one person to be happy, without expecting something in return. Love is gentle, it’s fragile, and it’s easily broken.

(via lol-happynow)

Love is sometimes also hard, cold, cruel, harsh, unkind and bitter. Love turns some people insane and it breaks people's hearts. At times, love feels like knives stabbing your heart. Love hurts, and sometimes, all you want to do is get rid of love. You want to get rid of the pain.

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I hate it when I get attention from guys that I'm not interested in.

Friends?
Tuesday, August 24, 2010 @ 7:20 PM

Remember the good times we had in 7th and 8th grade? We laughed and we talked, a lot. I loved it. You always made me laugh and I looked forward to the classes we had together.

This year, we have no classes. We don't have them together because you didn't make it into honors. I'm sorry but I'm not going to take regular classes just so I can spend time with you.

Can't you even act like you know me? Say hi when you see me, or at least look in my direction.

I know I'm not your number one priority, but I was your friend. Are you shy? Is that it? Do you want me to say hi first? That's not going to happen since I don't know how you feel about me. Maybe you just don't want to be friends. You didn't like me at first.

I thought in high school, we were going to be great friends. In middle school we were pretty close. I thought you'd stick around for a long time. Is our relationship seriously going to end this year? I'm disappointed.

Betrayal
Monday, August 23, 2010 @ 8:12 PM

A guy truly loved a girl with all his heart. He was deeply in love with her. He wasn't going to let her go. He thought she felt the same. He even dreamed about having a future with her. She made him feel like he had the world. He thought she was the one.

He thought he could trust her. He gave her space, he didn't ask who she talked to, what she did, who she was with, because he loved her. He believed trust = love. He gave her freedom.

However, the girl took advantage of this kind and sensitive guy. It turns out she had a back up guy. Left him, without thinking about how much pain she caused him. She thought he would be alright.

Nothing's going to be alright.

How can you lead someone on for such a long time, and finally drop them cold and hard. He's broken. His heart's shattered. He could have given you the whole world, you just never gave him a chance. He gave you the ability to do whatever you want, because he trusted you. He loved you. You misused it. He gave you his heart. And you crushed it.

Envious.
@ 8:06 PM

The more Nicholas Sparks' novels I read, the more envious I grow of the love depicted in these books.

They're told from a man's point of view.
They narrate the feelings of love he feels for the girl;
it's such a clean, pure kind of love.

The narrators fall in love with the girl's personality.
They find all their physical flaws to be beautiful.
It kind of sucks guys like that don't exist in reality.
They don't truly look at you when your hair's a mess and you're in the shittiest clothes you own and think 'wow, she's beautiful'.
They don't really notice the small things about you and think it's adorable.
Okay, maybe some do.
But not completely, anyways.
The books just make the guys seem... amazingly good lovers.
They don't have sex because it feels good.
They had it because they loved the girl.
And they never did shit to her.
It was always for her and when she felt comfortable.
Yeah, some guys can say oh I don't want it unless she does, but you know, she'll probably give in to you someday just because she knows you don't wanna TRULY wait for her. And yeah, the moment she gives you a shot and lies to you she wants it to, you'll jump on that chance.
it's incredible how the guys keep loving the girl in his novels.
Like, they wait around for them and love them.
Forgive them for mistakes.
They feel hurt about some things I feel hurt by.
I guess it's common sense stuff, guys have feelings too.
But it's just, wow, the way the books make it seem...

I wish I could find a love like that.
I'm sure any romantic girl would.
Too bad it's not real.
It's non-existent.

(via unlimited-paradise)

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God damn it, why do I have to be up this early. The sun isn't even up yet. Ffffffffffffffffffff

Saturday, August 21, 2010 @ 7:41 PM

I hate this, I don’t want to feel this way anymore, I just want to forget, and realize you’re never coming back and that nothing’s ever going to be the same.

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Wouldn’t life be perfect if sweatpants were sexy, Monday mornings were fun, junk food didn’t make you fat, girls didn’t cause drama, boys weren’t so confusing, nothing was regrettable, you didn’t have to lose the people you love, friendships didn’t fade and goodbyes only meant 'til tomorrow.

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