@ 5:02 PM

I just want to hold your hand, and listen to stories about your childhood, what makes you happy or sad, or what you think of at the end of the day when you’re all alone in bed. I want to hear it all. I just need to know if you’ll let me in, at least one point. I’m just happy you’re here now. However long it takes, I’ll wait. I’ll try no matter what. I’ll prove to you I’m not like the rest. Your heart is safe with me.

@ 4:51 PM

Day 4: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
@ 4:04 PM

1. Food.
2. Random shit.
3. Him.
4. Random shit.
5. Him.
6. Random shit.
7. Him.

Labels: 10 day challenge

Day 3: Eight ways to win your heart.
Wednesday, March 30, 2011 @ 9:20 PM

1. Smell good/hygiene/cleanliness.
2. Make me smile.
3. Decent looks.
4. Have a kind heart meaning, don't be a douche bag.
5. Keep a good conversation going.
6. Show that you truly care.
7. Be just like him.
8. Be just like him.

Labels: 10 day challenge

Day 2: Nine things about yourself.
Tuesday, March 29, 2011 @ 6:58 PM

1. I think about shopping and clothes too much.

2. I'm too gullible. I'll believe anything.. And I hate it. I sound as if I'm retarded because after every "sarcastic" joke or an obvious lie, I'm always like, "REALLY?" "Did that really happen?"

3. I love to eat.

4. I hate naps because I feel like shit afterwards. And I get even more tired and sleep more.

5. Honestly, I'm shy when it comes to certain things and that's why I act like a bitch.

6. I'm too sarcastic and I don't show much affection, and it's because I don't want to. I don't like giving hugs and smiling when I don't mean it. Lol no wonder boys don't like me, I'm not "friendly".

7. I think everything about me is just horrible. (Maybe because they really are.) My appearance, my personality, my so-called-intelligence, my grammar, my voice, my singing, my art, my writing, etc.

8. I don't believe in the compliments I receive because I don't see it. "You're pretty." "You're funny." Lol no. I'm such a negative person!

9. I always have to get what I want.

Labels: 10 day challenge

Day 1: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Monday, March 28, 2011 @ 6:07 PM

1. You're sort of ruining my life. Just saying. You think that setting limitations for me and not letting me do anything is going to make it all better. And you're also wrong about more than half of the stuff you say you know about me, because really, you never got to know me, and vice versa. The lack of time that's necessary to create a strong "bond" is ruining our chances of ever getting close.

2. Hi, I like you, a lot. But it's going to be hard trusting you. Sometimes the things you say seem way too good to be true. You just treat me so well and I feel like I don't deserve it. I don't know why I feel this guilt.

3. Please get the fuck off his dick, if you're on it, that is. You've been getting on my nerves lately. You over-do everything; you exaggerate shit. You make me assume things that I shouldn't even have to. You're getting irritating and you're so fucking predictable. You're senseless and stupid when it comes to this type of stuff. If you want "it", I'm sorry, but you'll never get it. Because I won't let you.

4. Lol your make up is fucking hilarious

5. I sometimes wonder what happened between me and you. I blame her for our destroyed friendship.

6. I think you need to stick up for yourself more. It's for everyone's benefit, not just yours. Do all us a favor and speak for yourself and do want you want for once.

7. Why do I feel like you're going to back stab me when I'm the most vulnerable?

8. Thank God I was given the chance to meet someone as wonderful as you. I love you. Words can't explain how much I feel with my best friend. I sound so gay when I talk like this but I can't help it. I can just spill my whole entire heart to you and you'll always know exactly what to say. You're what keeps me going these days and I don't ever want to lose you. I'd die. You're the only person I can actually be myself around. No faking, no TRYING- to be anything. Just me and my thoughts spilling out into words.

9. Whore. (This goes to like 20 people.)

10. It's so bad how I still think about you from time to time. I don't know why because I never even cared that much for you when I think back on it. You don't even deserve this space. You treated me like shit, lol.

Labels: 10 day challenge

@ 5:40 PM

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession

I never finish these challenges.. I'm going to try and finish this one though.

Labels: 10 day challenge

Sunday, March 27, 2011 @ 6:57 PM

Libras can be so eager to achieve harmony in all relationships that they will even go as far as to lie. Many of them are escapists.

Do not expect your Libra to make snap decisions, even if it's only a question of what to eat for breakfast. Librans like to weigh their alternatives.

Labels: astrology

Saturday, March 26, 2011 @ 7:15 PM

Love is such an odd thing. Some despise it, some adore it and then some are just scared of it. Regardless, a lot of people go searching for love. They run around and chase it like a lost puppy. And I’m not afraid to admit, that I used to be one of those people.

I got this strange idea stuck in my head, that if I never went searching for anyone, how could I ever find someone?

So I went running and chasing for this “love” that I was so desperate to find. And, as every sad love story goes - it only ended in heartbreak.

As stupid as this sounds, when people say “Don’t go searching for love, it will find you.” or “If it was meant to be, it will be” - you should actually believe them.
After all was said and done, and I was left hurt and alone. I decided to give up searching and just let myself be free for a while. And literally, the next day - BAM. I met this amazing guy, who seemingly wanted me for well…me. And now we’re seeing each other now - and I’ve never been happy. I probably wouldn’t call it love but what we have is more then perfect.

I guess this idea of “love” doesn’t seem so impossible now. It doesn’t seem so scary or mysterious. As corny as this sounds, I guess sometimes you have to just believe in the power of love and believe that good things will happen to those who wait.

So if you’re out there searching for love, and for some reason are unable to find it. Don’t fret! Your time will come, believe me. Love conquers all.

(via fuckyeahhlove)

Thursday, March 24, 2011 @ 3:48 PM

Truth is, I get jealous easily because whats mine is mine. I’m stubborn as hell, I say sorry too much. I act like I don’t give a fuck because I care too much. I over analyze the smallest of things and probably come off as a bitch to simply guard myself.

(via thesethingswillchangeee)

Wednesday, March 23, 2011 @ 5:09 PM

There are days where I feel so hopeless by myself. It's difficult to smile or think positive when I'm alone. It would be great if you were here because you'd know exactly how to make everything better.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011 @ 3:59 PM

Curiosity sure gets the best of me.
@ 1:11 PM

I'm too curious. I want to know everything, so I basically butt in, even when some of the things have nothing to do with me. I ask for the truth, temporarily unaware of the fact that the truth always hurts. Eventually I stumble upon something I wish I hadn't seen or heard.

When I think about it, curiosity is everyone's weakness. We're so eager to find out something but most of the time we just end up getting hurt on our own. We're told things that we shouldn't have to be told. We see things we shouldn't have to see. Something's are just better left undone and sometimes, not knowing is better than knowing everything.

Sunday, March 20, 2011 @ 6:18 PM

It's the scariest thing ever to realize how much someone means to you. When it hits you, I mean really hits you, all these thoughts and questions rush through your head at once. A sad emotion even starts to creep on you slowly inch by inch as you start to wonder.

What if for some reason things don't work out? How are you possibly going to live without them?

Someone that was once a stranger now is the only person you know like the back of your hand. Someone you once had no emotions for, now has the power to break your heart. Someone you never used to hang out with, now owns most of your time. Someone you never thought you'd love, now owns your entire heart. Someone you once lived without, you now wish to hold onto forever.

@ 6:17 PM

Be careful who you open up to. A few are concerned, most are just curious.

Labels
Thursday, March 17, 2011 @ 7:45 PM

Labels are an ugly form of prejudice. Break down the word prejudice and you'll get pre-judge. When you label someone, you are pre-judging them; that means making conclusions about someone without knowing them. I don't know about you, but I can't stand it when I'm unfairly judged by someone who doesn't know a thing about me.

People are too complex to be neatly shelved in to a category like clothing in a department store, as if there were only a handful of different types of people in the world instead of millions of unique individuals.

If you've been falsely labeled, you can live with it. The real danger comes when you start to believe the labels yourself. Just remember: You are not your labels.

Labels: throw back

Emptiness.
@ 7:44 PM

Lately, I've been feeling like there's a vacant space in my heart that grows as days pass by. Not the empty feeling that someone special can fill, but the empty feeling of carelessness. The need to care about everyone becomes absent and all I feel is simply sheer coldness. I guess I'm just starting to not give a damn.

Labels: throw back

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I'd give it all away just to get you back.

I have over 300 plays for this song on my iTunes. Addicted.

@ 3:52 PM

No matter how wonderful someone appears to be, there are always scars hidden underneath.

Advice.
@ 3:45 PM

I've been in love once, or maybe never. It's completely and utterly different from a crush (of which I've had dozens), and it hasn’t occurred in all of my relationships. You'll know it when you see it though. It's more than an infatuation. It's a feeling that completely envelops you for a long period of time. It's wonderful and scary, and it hits you all at once. You think about the person all the time, and you will always want to be with them. If you're apart from each other, reuniting is the best thing in the world. In my experience it's somewhat of an addiction. But a wonderful and natural addiction.

You'll know for sure when love ends. It won't just happen, you'll feel it, deep within your heart. My first and only love ended because, well I still don't quite know, but it was for the better. The break up took me months to get over. It feels like a death, and it haunts you. You'll still feel it and dream about it, but you know you'll never be able to feel it again with that person. It sucks so hard, but maybe it's worth it.

With all of this being said, don't feel lonely. Some of the best times in my life have been when I'm completely single. If nothing's happening romantically at the moment, you can really get to know yourself. In the long run this will help you to find the person who's right for you. Also don't beat yourself up when someday you actually do fall in love and it doesn't work out. This happens all the time, and it's disappointing but those heartbreak periods can also be great times to reconnect with yourself and with other friends you may have lost touch with while you were in the relationship. With everything, you have to give yourself time. Don't ever force or rush falling in love or falling out of love. This is the best advice I can give you.

@ 3:41 PM


Love is a battlefield.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011 @ 4:20 PM

Tuesday, March 15, 2011 @ 7:38 PM

Wednesday, March 9, 2011 @ 3:48 PM

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Tuesday, March 8, 2011 @ 6:42 PM

You make breaking hearts look so easy. Seems like you've done this before.

Sunday, March 6, 2011 @ 5:46 PM

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Thursday, March 3, 2011 @ 5:18 PM

Here's to the past
@ 4:47 PM

Looking back at my childhood makes me feel nostalgic. I miss everyone, even those who I considered as my "enemies" at one point. My mind recollects all my childhood memories and they play in my mind like a movie scene, and oh how I wish I could go back to it. Just a couple of years ago I was so naive, and I still am. But back then happiness came to me naturally, and I knew nothing of heartaches. I didn't have to strive for happiness nor did I have to fake smiles. Everything was so much simpler then. I was unexperienced with life but I was content. I was content with what I had and who I was. I didn't have a bittersweet longing for things I knew I couldn't have. I knew nothing compared to how much I know now, but for some reason I feel as if it would've been better if I hadn't learnt some things. I was unaware of the problems around me so I never took anything to my responsibility. Life was just a continuous series of simple bliss and I was surrounded by nothing more than pure innocence. The more I grow up, the more I see and learn, and the more I realize how corrupted this world really is. It terrifies me.

When people call me pretty
Wednesday, March 2, 2011 @ 12:40 AM



Lol bitch, you must be blind.

Tuesday, March 1, 2011 @ 10:05 PM

“If two past lovers can remain friends, its either that they are still in love or never were.”

— Kid Cudi

@ 1:58 PM


Ask yourself this: Is he thinking about you? You spend all day thinking about them but do you really think that you cross their mind for a split second since the break up? They don't care about you, why should you care about them?

@ 12:15 PM

@ 12:14 PM

You had me. You had me and then you left. It has nothing to do with me, it’s all about you. And it’s always been about you: what you need and what you want. You know, it seems like you only want me when you can’t have me. You like the chase and that’s all. So you know what? You can have it.

— The O.C.

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