Wednesday, July 14, 2010 @ 11:59 PM

I think I'm fucking weird. It pisses me off/bothers me when I see other girls talking to you, like, you guys having fun, and when they talk about you. I..don't know why it bothers me. It just puts me down and it ruins my mood whenever I see something like that. I do trust you, at least I think I do. I'm trying.

When you ditch me to play a game, honestly, I feel like shit. I guess I'm not used to my boyfriends ditching me for a game. I think it's wrong. And that one time, when you forgot about me for 3 hours.. that really hurt.

I still think that girls are all over you. That's one of the reasons why I feel like shit whenever you go play a game, leaving me behind.. I feel like they're more important to you, than me. I feel like they keep you entertained, and I don't.

I can act like nothing's wrong with me, but I'm sick and tired of acting like I'm fine most of the time. That gets me no where.

I kind of think I know how my ex felt now.