Dear Myu
Wednesday, February 17, 2010 @ 3:55 PM



I feel soo corny typing out this haha. Its just cause I didn’t wanna let you post the personal one of mines. That shit is MINE. Myu, you are one of the most mentally strong people I know. I know it’s just a front though. You have as many problems as the next kid. We don’t talk as often anymore cause we’re both busy as hell, but when we do, we’re there for eachother. On another note, Microsoft word is getting fucking annoying cause it keeps telling me I’m spelling your name wrong, and it automatically changes it to ‘My’ smfh.
Let me just start this off by saying: I fucking love you. We haven’t even known eachother for that long. A little over a year? So anyways, you’ve been telling me about life & all this stuff you’ve been going through, hear me out. I’ll just cover a little of everything.
You are a good person. It doesn’t matter how many times you fuck up, or how many friends you lose. If you want to live a perfect life, you might as well be superman. It’s not possible. If there’s someone who used to be very good friends with you, and you both barely talk anymore, its not your fault. It sure hell isn’t worth your time or effort. Life is a two way street, so they shouldn’t expect for you to try & get things back to the way things were all by yourself. Big deal if you stop talking.
Let’s face it, you can’t stop change, so embrace it. Don’t waste time over people who DON’T matter. If you can live without them, then live without them. The majority of the people you meet in life won’t mean shit.
You are most definitely going to find that friend who will be there for you when you need them. That friend who knows who you are. Don’t be scared to get rid of someone. Trust me it saves a whole lot of time. In my opinion the best way to deal with drama is to get rid of it.
In my opinion, you don’t even need a guy. Seriously. We’re both fourteen. I mean… if you like a kid& he likes you, yeah go out with him. I don’t really see the point. It’s not like your going to get married or anything anytime soon. Don’t settle for someone less than what you deserve. Yadayada. I better fucking meet this kid first. INTERROGATION. Lmao, I kid. Anywhoo,
I’m pretty sure I’m mature enough to not go out and get drunk, smoke some pot, sniff some coke, get knocked up, and get kicked out just ‘cause that’s what some kids do. & you’re probably smart enough to realize that too. I know people who do some of that shit, you probably do too. They are pretty pathetic.
Gradewise, try your best. If you try & flunk every class, then.. you’re retarded. Just kidding. It’s really not that hard to pass. I do most of my homework, and study for stuff every now and then, and I’ve gotten straight A’s for the last 7 quarters. [b+ in math is a bitch] if you got a brain, and THINK you’ll be successful. You won’t fail at life and be a hobo just cause you got bad grades in some classes. Giiiiirl, you got a great personality, you could probably get a job anywhere.
In the long run I might not always be here for you. So whatever’s bothering you- you need to suck it up and be a big girl. The only person whose always going to be there for you is you. Sorry to say this, there’s really no reason why you can’t be happy. Get the fuck over it, no one is asking you to be pissed/sad/depressed/mad/whatever/pmsing.
Goddamn, my advice shit is getting old. So I basically just summed up that personal post of mine and rewrote this for you, adding in some stuff that fits you, haha. Ugh I’m so tired, it’s like 2 am. I hope you’re inspired by this =). I’ll probably hack your blogspot tomorrow. Err later today. Or maybe just send you it thru msn or something. Idk, we’ll see. Whatever is bugging you, I hope I covered it.

Love you, bitch.
Amy<3

p.s; looks like I couldn’t sleep either]: I woke up at like 5? Slept at 6 something. hope you feel better(=