Codie, Codie and Codie.
Monday, February 1, 2010 @ 6:02 PM


February 1, 2010. Happy third month bby. :) <3
We've been through a lot of shit the past month and I honestly don't want the same thing to happen this month, or the next, and so on. You've made me feel things that I've never felt before in my life. -cough, LOL haha. Sadness because the person I cared for was sad, depression, disappointment, emotional pain?, jealousy and extreme anger. You've also made me feel, happy, and loved. You have taught me many, many things that I would've probably never learned if I've never met you. I learned that I should start caring about other people, how it feels to actually fight with someone you love, how it feels to be lied to and to lie with extreme guilt, take things more seriously, how it feels to actually care for somebody, how it feels to be threatened and actually get hurt by it, how hard it is to regain something that you've lost, and so much more. This relationship has gone much further than what I expected it to be. I have never loved anyone like the same way I love you, nor have I thought of anyone as much as I think about you. You're the most important thing in my life, and I hope you know that. I'm sorry sometimes I do stupid things that make everything I say sound like a lie, but I'm being honest. I've seriously never felt the same way I feel towards you, right now. If I wasn't serious about this, I probably wouldn't have even done half the things I did for you. :c I love you so much, and I know that we can get through all this. STAY STRONG LOVE♥!