Oh geez.
Sunday, January 31, 2010
@ 9:19 PM
Yay fuck my life. I'm a liar.
Lied about going to my friend's last day 'hang out', since I'm never going to see her again. I wasn't allowed to go, yet I went anyway. I didn't want to look like a bad friend. I lied about how I went there, and what I did, etc. Now I'm receiving some strict ass punishment. :)
After that, I wasn't allowed to talk to ANY of my best friends, but I talked to them anyways. I fucked up even more. I ended up saying the wrong things, which I didn't mean at all, and now I'm in some deep ass shit. I acted like nothing was wrong, and what I did wasn't anything bad. But I do know what I did was extremely immature/stupid, and that I deserve the worst punishment imaginable. I should've just told the truth and went, instead of lying about the whole thing.
I know I'm going to have to make this up some how, but I don't know what to do. It seems like I've fucked up way too much for this to be made up.
I don't know the way out of this mess.