5:16 am
Monday, January 18, 2010 @ 5:15 AM

It's 5 fucking o' clock and I'm not in bed. Can't go to sleep.
I'm confused as fuck. A million things have been going through my head. I've been thinking about why people say things they don't actually mean. Why do people say certain things, yet their actions show the exact opposite. Why do people hold on to someone if they don't really want them? Why do people make someone believe that they wanna be with them and make this world of illusion just to please them, when they really have other ideas. Why do people make them believe they still want them; just to hurt them later on because they will find out eventually that they don't. Why can't people fucking be honest and tell straight forward how they REALLY feel?

Maybe because, some people hold on to someone they don't want, to keep from being alone. Then they'll basically cheat on that person until they find someone else. The victim involved is caught completely off-guard until they get their heart broken.

Solutions? After they fuck up, and play around with you for a bit and you notice that, drop them. Drop them before they drop you.

Unfortunately, I can't listen to my own advice.