Grounded, obviously & Codie.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009 @ 2:04 PM

On Sunday, something happened. Not going to tell you, cause I don't feel like it, and it's nothing to brag about anyways. On Monday and Tuesday, I went to my church retreat, and repented. Monday night was the most I've cried in like, ever. I thought about what I've done this past year, and I was pretty disappointed in myself. I decided to become a better person starting from Monday, and I'm trying to change. It's going to be hard, I know, but I think I can do it.

Don't text, even though I'm sure most of you have during the past few days.
I probably have like at least 300 texts, haha. My mom has my phone, and I don't know whats going to happen to it.
&Not going to be on the computer much until my parents forgive me. I'm going to be on for 5 mins ~ 3 hours. Not everyday, maybe every other day? I don't know.

*Codie//
Holy fucking shit, I miss you. It seems like it's been over a year since I've talked to you, but it's only been like 2~3 DAYS. I'm sorry I haven't told you what's up, and disappeared without saying anything for three days. It's cause I haven't had any time or any thing to contact you with. I miss you and love you so so so much. <333333333333333333333333333333333


There's absolutely no way you can contact me, even if you know me in real life, because I AM GROUNDED. Can't go anywhere, or do anything cause my parents can't trust me anymore.

P.S//&&ALEX, DAMN, you've been with Adiam for 617 Days? I'm jealous gurl.