Forbidden friendly approach?
Sunday, January 6, 2013 @ 6:45 AM

Yes. I still do think of you. Your name often (less than before, but still) comes out of my mouth. I still wish we had some sort of connection to each other. Memories with you still linger within my mind.

No. I don't think of you as someone I can spend the rest of my life with (no shit) and neither do you, meaning my intentions of reconciling does not associate with intimacy. No, I don't need you in order to survive and I never once did; no one needs a significant other in order to live, it's merely a desire for dependency that people disguise as a need. However, I don't want to keep continuing my life like this, I don't want to keep living with an ache that relates back to you, and I cannot help but think that your presence will assuage my situation.

It's ridiculous how many factors there are that hinder me from approaching you. Are you the same, or at least the similar person, or have you grown cold? Maybe your personality hasn't changed but has your interest towards me completely diminished? Has your life completely and drastically improved since we parted (for good)? Have you ever thought, at least once, about me and the role I've played in your life, and did I leave a positive impact in some way? Has your heart completely moved on and already learned to forget someone like me? Were you able to dispose of the memories that partially make us who we are today? If not, how could you neglect someone you shared so much history with. Isn't the time, tears, and efforts wasted worth anything to you?