Friday, November 23, 2012 @ 9:30 PM

What you still haven't fully understood is that although I am fine without you, my heart still yearns for you. I'm going through the roughest times of my life right now and I needed you. No, it's not what you think it is; I wasn't going to "use" you. You were the only person that would be able to bring the light back into my eyes even during the most darkest moments, which is now. You had that capability and there's no one else that can touch my heart like the way you do. I needed you to be my healer, my escape and my hope, but you didn't think I was worth your time. I would've given back so much more.. You just didn't find a good reason to help me like you used to.