Tuesday, April 24, 2012 @ 3:32 PM

And I am stuck here wondering what it feels to receive the love and attention you've been seeking for. To be at ease with your mind and heart because you know the love that is being poured onto you is eternal. You know the person you not only desire, but possibly even need, will hold on to you for as long as you wish. I want to experience the feeling of completeness, the feeling of being completed by another being. When one devotes their precious time to brighten up your dull heart and gives a thousand efforts to create a smile on your darkened countenance, I wish to understand how that feels like. I wonder most of all, how it feels to be relieved of all the doubts that cloud up the mind. To be able to find a single individual that has proved themselves to be trustworthy, making the prolonged search worth the time and pain. My longing for an individual to fulfill these desires with me will most likely lead to immeasurable disappointment, but my heart will forever seek. It will seek for love that is mutual, equal, and sincere.