Thursday, December 22, 2011 @ 7:44 PM

I hate this one sided shit.

I love you, but you can't stand to look at me. You're smiling, I'm crying. I want you, but you want nothing to do with me. I think about you literally all night and day, but you have ways of distracting yourself. I'm restless during the night, and you're asleep, at peace. Everything reminds me of you. Every fucking thing. I can't get away from this no matter what I try to do. There is no one on this planet that can make me feel even a bit better except for you. But what are you doing? Why aren't you here saving me. Why are you letting these thoughts kill me from the inside out. Why are you just standing there when I'm calling out for you?