Basically, I need to get the fuck over it.
Saturday, June 18, 2011 @ 7:40 PM

As much as I would like to talk to you and work things out, you don't give me any room to speak. You don't give me time to think out my words and before I can even let out the first damn word, you decide it's not going to be worth staying. What's there to lose? I can't and won't stick around forever. It's me who's doing all the chasing, wanting, and possibly even trying, but soon enough, it'll all end. I'm going to eventually get tired of chasing after you each time you walk the fuck out like it's nothing. Maybe this is good news to you, but after I'm completely done, there will be no more of me in your life.

I don't understand human beings like you. I think it's impossible to comprehend what goes on in that capricious mind of yours since your emotions either waver and change every 2 fucking seconds or you never meant whatever you told me in the beginning. I tried so hard to understand your way of logic. I tried to figure you out. You have your own way of thinking and making decisions, but nothing seems to fit together. Nothing makes sense. You confuse the hell out of me. You're completely unpredictable; it's frustrating to even think of you. You're the most complex, abstruse, and difficult person I've ever met. And I have never been more attracted.

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