4 wonderful months.
Sunday, September 12, 2010
@ 12:00 AM
I love counting down to our anniversaries. It amazes me how long we've been together. 4 months isn't a very long time but it isn't that short either. 4 months is about 121 days. 121 days is 2,904 hours. 2,904 hours = 174,240 minutes. And I love every single minute that I spend with you. Every minute counts, all 174,240 of them are important to me.
When I say "wonderful", it's because it truly is wonderful. Our four months have been amazing. It passed by like a breeze. I've mentioned this a few times before but I think it's incredible how we haven't had one single argument. Not even once have we fought over anything.
I love waking up to your texts from the night before. (I always fall asleep on you, tehe.) You're always so adorable. I love talking to you, I love your cheesy comments, I love your compliments, I love your laugh, your jokes, your humor. I love starting my day with your "Good morning" texts and ending my day feeling loved and comfortable. I feel so safe, because I know you'll always be here. I've got to admit that I love everything about you.
To be honest, sometimes, you're the only person that keeps me going. You already know that I have extremely bad mood swings. I'm really sensitive these days so the littlest things tick me off and hurt my feelings. When I feel like no one understands me, when I feel like the world has turned it's back on me, I always go to you, and you comfort me. The fact that I have someone that loves me, makes me feel incredible. Because usually, I feel unloved and useless.
I feel at home with you. I can say the weirdest things, and you'd laugh with me. I can talk to you about anything without having to feel like you're going to judge me. You build me up, you give me confidence and hope when I'm down. You probably don't know this but whenever you say, "I love you," it makes me feel like I'm the happiest girl in the world. It makes me smile even if I was crying just a minute before.
You're the nicest person I've ever met, really. You're thoughtful and caring; although you don't think that you are.
You make me happy. Don't forget that.I'm so glad I can call you mine. My boyfriend. All mine, hehe. I really do think I could spend forever with you.
I really want to, because I can't picture myself being happy with anyone else.