all is fine

I'm an insecure girl.
Monday, July 5, 2010 @ 12:56 AM

I think it's only fair every guy should know that before he dates me.
I also think I have every right to be insecure in a relationship.
it's hard for me to trust.
i've tried my best to love, and when I love a guy, the relationship turns around and kicks me hard in the ass.
I don't understand what I did to deserve it.
i'm tired of getting hurt.
i'm tired of crying at night.
i'm tired of giving my all and getting nothing in return.
I just want to be loved.
I just want to be happy.
I just want that one good guy.
Someone who won't fuck me over when I have my back turned.
I hate flirts.
I hate cheaters.
I have 0 tolerance for them.
None.
So if you can't be good to me, then fuck off.
I don't want a boyfriend that's a jerk.

BITCHES DON'T TALK TO ME.

JERKS DON'T HOLLA AT ME.

i'm young.
it doesn't mean I don't know how to love.

(via unlimited-paradise)

I hate being so fucking insecure.
I know I should trust you. I'm trying my best to believe you, but I can't. Being insecure only hurts me, it only fucks up things for me, but it's extremely hard to trust you when you throw words like 'love' like it's nothing and do '< 3's to everyone.

I hate flirts, Idgaf if it's fun, you don't have the right to flirt when you're with someone.

Like I said, I take the word 'love' very seriously, ESPECIALLY WHEN IT'S USED IN THE SENTENCE, 'I love you'. I also take '< 3' seriously. Don't just throw that shit at people like it's nothing, even if it's just a joke. I don't find it funny.