I'm one of the most complicated people you'll ever meet
Sunday, July 4, 2010 @ 11:42 PM

I'm complicated because I make no sense. I say one thing and do another.

I know this is bad but, I don't follow 'rules'. I do whatever I want, whenever, if I get the chance. And I'm going to be honest, I am a hypocrite.

I tell people to be fair. If people fuck up, give them a second chance, maybe third, maybe fourth. Because people make mistakes, and everyone deserves chances. "Treat them how you would like to be treated."

But I, myself, am not fair to everyone. I don't treat people like how I would like to be treated, and if the saying, "What comes around goes around" is true all the time, I would most likely be dead right now.

I'm nice to people I like, I'm mean to people I dislike. I don't give people another chance if I don't feel like it.

If the person I actually like, fuck up and do and say things that hurt me, I forgive them. I can give them a million chances, hoping for them to realize what they've done wrong and change.

If someone I dislike make mistakes, I doubt I'll give them a million chances. Fuck that, I probably wouldn't even give them a second chance.

I wish I could do things I tell others to do. I wish I wasn't a hypocrite.