3467.)I hate how after that one night when you confessed to me how you really felt about me and how you loved me as much as I loved you, you stopped talking to me. And now every time I try to talk to you, you give me the cold shoulder.

3447.) How do I erase all the pain?

3442.) I’m in love with someone who lives hundreds of miles away from me…

3430.) I think you are around. I think you keep tabs on me. I think you miss me, maybe a little. I think you want things from me, but you are confused and scared. I think I am too. I think it is too easy to assume things from minute to minute because we don’t just straighten things out. I think you’ve tried to call, but my phone is broken. I want to call you, but I’m afraid I’ve made this all up. I’m leaving him, but I think I’m utterly devoid of faith and courage. I’m not leaving because of you, but I’m afraid you’d think I was. I really miss you, but in this situation I am pathetic little girl. I would like to talk to you, no expectations, no holding back. I think we really need each other right now, but I am afraid we’ll never get our timing straight. I’m afraid that if I really leave you alone, there will be no more chances; and Lord knows we’ve wasted so many. I think you are afraid of what you think I want, I think I’m afraid of what you might say. But, I really want you back in my life, in so many ways. These pixels might be enough to carry us through, if only I knew you were really on the other end. Sometimes people are hard to let go of because they have something we need. We never were ones to follow the rules, why start now? I wish I could reach you. I wish that this anon msg was enough.