Sunday, May 6, 2012 @ 4:23 PM

I know.

I know.

Stop mentioning things that I already know. Things that I've known for awhile now.

I know that I could have done better. I know that I can do better. I know that I have failed, you don't need to shove it in my face one more time. There's no need for you guys to constantly bring up reminders of my short comings, my flaws, and my losses. I'm fully aware of my own mistakes and all the things I could have accomplished. Mom, dad, you both speak words that cut deep into my heart thinking those are words of motivation, when they come to me as words of disappointment. Indirect messages that imply how disappointed you are in me yet you don't want to be bold about it to spare a young one's heart. Yet I already know. I can see clearly through those words.