Wednesday, August 24, 2011 @ 3:47 PM

I'm a free spirit, but when it comes to you, I become possessive. You bring out this vigilant side of me that I didn't know I had. I want you all to myself, all the time, and this desire gets the best of me. Jealousy attacks me when I am most unaware, and while I am attempting to build an internal sense of security, it only takes seconds to diminish it. With all of this going on, I worsen it with my illogical assumptions. It's unhealthy to over analyze thoughts and I should trust my gut feeling, but I do it anyway. I trust you wholeheartedly but when you want someone so much, it's difficult to hold back from being overly protective. It's my job to surpass all doubts that grow within my heart yet at times I fall behind and let those thoughts get to me.