Saturday, July 16, 2011 @ 1:27 PM

Everyday seems to be getting better and better. Why? Because he's finally mine.

For some reason, I'm greatly attracted by everything he does. He's different than the rest. In my eyes at least. I have this longing to spend every breathing second with him. I want to know everything about him, even the insignificant details like which brand of soap he uses to wash his hands. It's like I'm feeling everything for the first time again when it comes to him.

"You're hard to please." Every word in that sentence applies to me. I do expect a lot, so I give as much as I expect, but in turn I don't receive the amount I've worked for. Every bit of him makes me happy though, all the way down to his imperfections. When he tries, he does enough to please me. He puts a smile on my face, effortlessly, and that makes me certain that he's a keeper.

A strong foundation is needed in order to keep something up for a long period of time. Without one, you can pretty much say that it's impossible to have anything sturdy built on top of it. Realistically speaking, our relationship didn't quite start off on the right note. We've had our share of bad occurrences, and had a dose of what it's like to be apart from each other, willingly and unwillingly. Back then we were too ignorant and childlike to tell the differences between what was real and what was not. Luckily, we were both given another chance to start anew. To build a stronger foundation and finish what we failed to complete. Our relationship is fragile, yes, it's capable of breaking in any given moment. But that's only if we allow it. We were given another chance to give our all and see where this takes us, not to give up when things get difficult. We were given another chance to prove ourselves.

One of the things that I find strangely attractive: He doesn't coddle me. Most girls prefer to be babied by their lovers but that's something I'm not very fond of. I've always wanted a relationship that's serious, past all the lovey-dovey bull shit, and that's exactly what he gives me.

I think it's safe to admit that I'm crazy for him. I can't see myself with anyone else but him. I know that I want to belong to him, and no one else. Good things await as long as we endure and pull through whatever comes our way. I can't promise a perfect relationship, and I know I won't always be the perfect girlfriend, but I'll give it all in hopes that he'll do the same. I know we can make this work. We've both taken our time to think about us before we decided to cross paths again. We've already been through the bad, and now it's time to experience the good.