Here's to the past
Thursday, March 3, 2011 @ 4:47 PM

Looking back at my childhood makes me feel nostalgic. I miss everyone, even those who I considered as my "enemies" at one point. My mind recollects all my childhood memories and they play in my mind like a movie scene, and oh how I wish I could go back to it. Just a couple of years ago I was so naive, and I still am. But back then happiness came to me naturally, and I knew nothing of heartaches. I didn't have to strive for happiness nor did I have to fake smiles. Everything was so much simpler then. I was unexperienced with life but I was content. I was content with what I had and who I was. I didn't have a bittersweet longing for things I knew I couldn't have. I knew nothing compared to how much I know now, but for some reason I feel as if it would've been better if I hadn't learnt some things. I was unaware of the problems around me so I never took anything to my responsibility. Life was just a continuous series of simple bliss and I was surrounded by nothing more than pure innocence. The more I grow up, the more I see and learn, and the more I realize how corrupted this world really is. It terrifies me.