Day 1: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Monday, March 28, 2011 @ 6:07 PM

1. You're sort of ruining my life. Just saying. You think that setting limitations for me and not letting me do anything is going to make it all better. And you're also wrong about more than half of the stuff you say you know about me, because really, you never got to know me, and vice versa. The lack of time that's necessary to create a strong "bond" is ruining our chances of ever getting close.

2. Hi, I like you, a lot. But it's going to be hard trusting you. Sometimes the things you say seem way too good to be true. You just treat me so well and I feel like I don't deserve it. I don't know why I feel this guilt.

3. Please get the fuck off his dick, if you're on it, that is. You've been getting on my nerves lately. You over-do everything; you exaggerate shit. You make me assume things that I shouldn't even have to. You're getting irritating and you're so fucking predictable. You're senseless and stupid when it comes to this type of stuff. If you want "it", I'm sorry, but you'll never get it. Because I won't let you.

4. Lol your make up is fucking hilarious

5. I sometimes wonder what happened between me and you. I blame her for our destroyed friendship.

6. I think you need to stick up for yourself more. It's for everyone's benefit, not just yours. Do all us a favor and speak for yourself and do want you want for once.

7. Why do I feel like you're going to back stab me when I'm the most vulnerable?

8. Thank God I was given the chance to meet someone as wonderful as you. I love you. Words can't explain how much I feel with my best friend. I sound so gay when I talk like this but I can't help it. I can just spill my whole entire heart to you and you'll always know exactly what to say. You're what keeps me going these days and I don't ever want to lose you. I'd die. You're the only person I can actually be myself around. No faking, no TRYING- to be anything. Just me and my thoughts spilling out into words.

9. Whore. (This goes to like 20 people.)

10. It's so bad how I still think about you from time to time. I don't know why because I never even cared that much for you when I think back on it. You don't even deserve this space. You treated me like shit, lol.

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