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Looking through old files, found this.
Saturday, November 20, 2010 @ 7:28 PM

I wrote this when I was 12. This was to one guy I really didn't like. I tried to break up with him the nicest way possible. Heheh. It was either this or "I'm moving to Africa so we can't be together anymore."

____, when you asked me out, I really didn't know what to say. So I just said yes. But I guess I shouldn't have because it was a mistake. That one answer has wasted our time, and now, it's hurting you. So I'm very sorry for my foolish decision. At first, I thought we were meant to be, but then I started to notice some things that I didn't like about you. I should have ended the relationship then; before it was too late, but I carried on because I kept telling myself that I could love you. I kept trying and trying, but something just wasn't right. As time passed, I felt less attracted to you. I slowly began to lose the feeling that I once had in the beginning. I've noticed that our personalities don't really fit together. And I found out that I really didn't love you. I want to end this before it gets any farther. I don't want to waste your time anymore. And I certainly don't want to keep lying. Yes, I've been lying about my feelings this whole time. No, you didn't do anything wrong. It's just me. I could never be honest, but for once, I'm telling you the truth. ____, I love you but- there's something in our relationship that just isn't right. And to tell you the truth, there's absolutely nothing you can do to change my mind about this, because I've been thinking about this for a long time and I've finally made my decision. I am sure you can find someone that is a hundred times better than me. This might be tough for you right now, but I know you're strong enough to get over it. And I know it's probably not going to happen, but I would like to stay friends. It seems to me that we had more fun with each other when we were friends.

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