Bad things about me
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
@ 8:42 PM
I am a pessimist.
I eat too much or eat too little.
I worry too much.
I assume too much.
I daydream about non existent things.
I am gullible.
I ask everyone their opinions before making a decision. Which is bad in a way because I should listen to MY heart and MY head, not anyone else's. I'm weak, I can't make my own decisions. I'm dependent.
I exaggerate my problems. Even when they're minor, I don't shut up about it and make it sound like I'm going through hell, when in reality, I'm fine.
I deny the truth.
I am a hypocrite.
I beat myself up for the smallest things.
I try my best to get things I want. Which means I always have to get what I want.
I'm not "innocent".
I try too hard. (To impress)
I'm sensitive.
I put on a fake front when I'm a fucking softy at heart. I do this because I don't want anyone to know my weakness and come after me. I do this because I'm scared.
I think I know everything.
I hate too much.
I read a lot of love stories that will probably never, ever happen to me.
I expect too much from everyone, even myself.