Weird dream.
Saturday, August 14, 2010 @ 11:29 AM

I had a weird dream last night and I think it was trying to tell me something.

It was my birthday, my mom knocked on my door to wake me up. I opened the door and she came in with a small gift bag, filled with paper. I looked through and found two packs of candy (I think it was Skittles.) and a sticky note. On the note, it said, "Happy birthday Myung! ♥" written in black ink. That was my birthday gift. And in real life, I would've probably complained about my 'small' gift and I wouldn't even have said, "Thank you." But in my dream, I was extremely grateful. I was so thankful that I cried my eyes out. I literally bawled. They were tears of joy. I gave my mom the biggest hug and thanked her a million times.

I think my conscience was trying to tell me that I'm an extremely ungrateful child. I am. I know that I am. My parents do so much for me, and they work hours and hours in the most dangerous and unpleasant place on Earth. I ask for so much and they try so hard to fulfill my needs. I'm really needy but they don't complain and they do everything for me. I need to start appreciating them more and stop wanting so much. I feel like I have to live my life to make them happy. I owe my life to them. They at least deserve that for dealing with my bull shit.