I need to feel better.
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
@ 8:48 AM
Most of the time, I feel extremely depressed at night, but I'm able to go to sleep. Last night, I had to force myself to fall asleep. I'm tired, I feel like I haven't slept, but instead just closed my eyes and laid there for a couple of hours. And most of the time, I feel better when I wake up, but that didn't happen today.
RANDOM THOUGHT, I wish I had someone that could read my mind for what it is and tell me exactly what I'm feeling and why I feel like this. Because sometimes, I think I know what, and why, but I just don't want to admit the truth and then I just get lost.