I don't want to deal with relation-shit.
Saturday, July 31, 2010 @ 2:01 PM

I'm not as experienced as others at dating, but I know the basics and what's good and what's bad. Compared to others, I haven't been with many people. To be honest I've only experienced intense shit(love) once in my life, and that's really nothing.

I'm already getting sick of relationships. Yes, this empty space is tearing me to pieces but each time I date, to try and heal it, it gets worse. I feel like it's growing bigger and bigger. And soon it will be impossible to heal. I'll always feel lonely, so empty. I'm afraid, that's the one thing I never want.

In my opinion, when you're in a "serious" relationship, you truly need to give it your all. You need to try, you can't lie, you can't fucking cheat, you can't do many things you may wish to do. You need to sacrifice for the one you love. < Which are pretty much the basics to any type of relationship.

You need to tell your gf/bf everything and be with them all the time. You need to be able to open up and express your inner thoughts. They need to become more than your best friend. They have to be able to make you smile and vice versa. You can't disappoint each other. You can't fuck up. You need to be able to compromise and work problems out.

There are so many requirements and you need to be able to put up with so much shit in order to keep a relationship strong. I'm too tired to do that.