Where's all the excitement?
Tuesday, June 22, 2010 @ 10:23 AM

Everything is just so boring.

I remember when even the littlest things used to excite me.
I remember when I had a 4th~5th grade crush and I got major butterflies by just looking at him walking towards my direction.

Where's all the excitement? Where's all the butterflies. I miss it. I miss having crushes on people. During 6~7th grade, I had absolutely no feelings for anyone. No butterflies, no nothing. No anxious feeling, no 'oh my God he looked at me' panicking, no 'I'll try to look my best today because he'll be sitting by me'.

Except for a couple of events like, road trips and plane rides, I hardly get excited at all.

Everything is the same old, same old. And I'm getting tired of it. Every day is like a damn routine.

"As you get older, things get less and less interesting." If that's true, then fuck it, my life is screwed. If growing up = boring, then I don't want to grow up anymore.