Dear Alan,
Saturday, June 12, 2010 @ 8:51 AM

I want to start off by telling you that I am sorry. I am incredibly sorry. I'm a horrible girlfriend, and you know it. But yet you tell me that I'm as great as ever. I know I'm not.

Next, I want to thank you. I'm so grateful to have someone like you. You're understanding; you're amazingly kind. You're patient with me, and it takes a lot to wait for someone like me to get over the past.

You make me happy. You know how to make me smile when I'm down. I have no idea where I would be right now without you.

I feel like I can trust you. It's only been a month but I actually feel "safe" with you. I feel like you won't be the type of guy that will hurt me on purpose, or lie to me. And I know you won't make me feel jealous or any of that bad shit.

You have always been there for me, when I needed you, even when we were friends. I know that you're reliable. You're trustworthy, and that's all I have ever wanted.

I love you, Alan. ♥_♥ Happy one month. 6/12/2010