I should be sleeping
Monday, May 31, 2010 @ 3:29 AM

But I'm not. It's 3:30 AM and I don't feel like sleeping. I might as well blog, since I'm not going to be on a lot anyways so I should post as much as I can when I am on.

There's nothing to blog about anymore. I'm not sad, I'm happy. I tend to really speak out when I am upset, not when I am happy.

I have one person that keeps me happy. Alan.

Without him, I probably would still be feeling 'nothing' right now. Blank. Not upset or glad.

I feel like the friendships I once had with a lot of people are fading away. We're drifting apart. I don't like it when people walk out of my life but I can't help it. Time changes things. I don't like change but it's a part of damn life.

I've lost a lot of close e-friends. Sure, we text sometimes, but we don't talk as much as we used to, and it's mostly my fault for not getting on often.

I don't get on the computer because, 1. It bores me. I used to think it was the best thing in the entire universe but it's not. 2. Too lazy. Plus it's a huge waste of time, cause all I do is just sit there, staring at the damn screen, bored to death. 3. I don't feel the need to get on. I used to get on to talk to people but I have my phone now. Texting > Computer.

Oh. And Alan, thanks for falling asleep on me. LOL.