3217.) You broke up with me at the beginning of September because of the distance. I refused to talk to you. So I slept around to fill the empty void you left. I realized I was missing you and that’s why I was being a slut. In mid October when I came back to you, you told me distance doesn’t make or break love. I took that to heart, I believed in that, I believed in you. I came to visit you and your new city, I forked out $400 I didn’t have because you claimed for us to work, I had to visit. I didn’t want to have sex with you because I had been using sex to replace you, but you told me it’s a way to prove I love you. So I had a lot of sex with you. After that we were official in mid November. Two weeks later, you broke up with me because of the distance as well as claiming you had never loved me since you first dumped me. You used me. You lied. You called me a whore, a slut. You destroyed me. The worst part is that I can’t even hate you. In fact I still have so much faith in you. Too bad you loved Kimberlea all along. I wish I could hate you. I wish I could.