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Welcome to my journal, filled with obnoxious opinions. The title says it all. I post things that may or may not be relevant to my life. This public journal was created for the sake of myself and for my personal uses. It's where I put my thoughts down into words. It's where I learn, understand, and discover myself.

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Monday, May 17, 2010 @ 11:09 AM

3076.) I love him more than anything. He loves her. We had a relationship that could top anyone else’s but it’s over now. And I’ve been trying to get him back, but I know things will never be the same ever again.

3090.) I’m sick of being the second girl. The girl on the side. The girl boys want to cheat with. The girl they want to fuck, but not date. The girl girlfriends hate. The girl everyone likes, but no one is in love with. All I want is for one person to see more than just the funny, outgoing, outspoken girl. Just one. One that will actually try.

3089.) Face it, I was the best you ever fucking had.

3069.) I wish I could put you back together like a shattered vase. I could always see the potential for beauty in you, even as you pushed me away. I wish you could have told me all your secrets and held me close to your heart, then maybe, just maybe, you wouldn’t be as sad as you are now.

3068.) I think I still love you, if that’s even what it was. I think I’m fine and then you walk into the room and all of my progress disappears and I can’t stop looking over at you. But now you’re with someone else and seem happy with them. And you shut me out for a while and then I finally break through and get you to talk to me, at least for a while and then you leave again. You tell me that you’re unhappy with them and then I get this small sliver of hope that I know I shouldn’t. And even if you were to break up with them, I doubt that you’d come back to me with the way I hurt you. I’m just so undecided as to if I love you still or if I simply like you as a friend. I wish everything was simple like it used to be before I went and messed everything up.

3057.) We used to stay up and talk late into the morning. You would tell me about how you feel about me and I would do the same. We could just talk about anything and you would notice what we have in common. Too bad you won’t even give me the time of day now. Do you want a relationship or do you just want a hookup?

3053.) You promised. But now I think I’ll stop expecting because I know too much expectation always leads to disappointment.



I seriously need to stop fucking reading these.. God.

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