Monday, April 5, 2010 @ 9:53 AM

I talk and give advice like a big know it all. But when it comes to my life, I am totally lost.

You guys tell me I'm a good counselor or whatever. I give good advice apparently and I give you guys hope? I tell you guys what I think and try to get you through the shit you guys are in. I do and say so much to help you guys. I think about your problem as one of my own. When you guys come to me with a story of you loving someone that doesn't love you back, I tell you to get over it because it's pointless to give so much to someone who doesn't appreciate it and doesn't care about how hard you try for their love. It's useless. It's a waste of time. When you guys break up with your boyfriend/girlfriend I tell you that you can do it, you don't need them, you're perfectly fine without them. That they're douche bags if they don't care about how you feel. That you can move on and to forget everything about them because they probably forgot about you. I tell you guys to not give a fuck about what they do, what they say, who they're with, where they're at because it's all a waste of your time. You'll never get those minutes, hours or days back. That they're not worth everything you do for them. They're not worth crying over. You can find someone better that actually cares, thinks, worries and loves you.

I can never listen to my own fucking advice and it sucks because if I did, I would probably feel much better than how I feel right now.