Good bye
Wednesday, March 17, 2010 @ 7:31 PM

"IIIIIIII
DONNN'T
NEEEEEED
SOMEONE
LIKE
YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

I'm slowly getting over you.

We had nothing special going on. What we had wasn't real love.
We're too young to experience something like that. We weren't really in deep love.
Everything is a lie now. Everything is a part of the past. We can't do anything about it. No one cares about what we're going through, not even you. We hurt each other too much. We left too many scars that will never be forgotten or healed.

We lied to each other thinking it was the truth, thinking that some shit like this would actually work out. Everyone was right, we're not meant for each other, we can do better.

I'm sure we both will find the true love of our life one day."

This is one out of the hundred parts of what I've been thinking all day.

I just want you to know that I don't miss you at all.
I don't want to love someone like you anymore.
I just miss what we had.
I really miss what we had.

I loved you so incredibly much.
I loved you more than anything or anyone.
Everything I told you was the truth.
I loved you to death.
I loved you so much and you hurt me.

You say you care but you don't. You really don't.
You contradict yourself all the time.
It's impossible for me to believe anything you say now.

You blame everything on me; when there are so many things you've done wrong too.
You tell me I don't think at all. I think more than you do, sweetie. You don't give me any certain answers and you yell at me for assuming, when that's all I can do.
You don't tell me anything. You don't think.

The past four months have been wonderful. The ending is horrible.

I'm not sad.
I'm just disappointed. You say one thing, and you do another thing that's totally different. You don't understand me at all. You say you do, but you don't. You don't care about how I feel, obviously. If you did you wouldn't do all the things you're doing right now. You never know what you want, you just kinda go with the flow. You're never certain. You do what you want, when you want, and you get mad if you don't get it. You're almost impossible to satisfy. You always want more.

Our relationship wasn't just about us loving each other. It was like a battle ground. We were paranoid all the time. We never felt comfortable, easy. We were always ready to fight, ready to explode with anger. We were too jealous. Way too jealous. We were too over protective. We always fought, and it was like we wanted to purposely hurt each other.
Ex.) "If I can't do this then you can't do that."
"If I can't talk to her/him, then you can't talk to them."

We obviously have much more important people to care about and love in our lives. It's too sad that it has to end this way.

I'm sorry, but you're selfish. You break my heart whenever you want. You're unforgiving. You blame me, sometimes for your own faults. You're never understanding. You always think you're right, when you're not. I always have to lose in our fights because I get lost in your words. You're extremely ignorant.

I never want to speak to you ever again, nor do I want or need to hear what you have to say. Just forget everything we had, I'm sure that will be easy for you, you have so many people that cheer you up. You'll fall in love with another wonderful girl soon, and you'll be happy, I'm sure of it.

Don't shed a single tear, because I'm not going to.

Good bye, I don't love you.